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Kaari

When March hits or I get some real friends, I’m out of here, that’s for sure.

Salludon

why march

Kaari

My birthday is then.

Salludon

shit excuse to rot for 3 months, are you gonna be 19?

Kaari

Yes.

Bruv we’re already at the lowest of the low, I need to time to relearn how to socialise

I’m scared of people if they literally say hello to me from across the street and I start freaking out getting ready for a fight and shit

Maybe getting put in a psych ward will help me ascend idk

Kaari

blud roped on me mid convo, maybe it is time I did something with my life

Salludon

real shit n***a i always think the block getting active

i went outside thats why

but yh we are total gooner rotter failures. better to start now though i cant inagine how over it will be if im the same excectly one year later

Kaari

man fuck

I just need to do so much shit in a short amount of time and my brain will explode especially I do it all at once

definitely need better copes than these places, that’s for sure

Salludon

well thats the thing. theres no time. it was all spent rotting so now we need to play catch up

theres just no options than to lock in and work hard

Kaari

meh ill just give up at this point

Salludon

im gonna work hard and i hope you do as well. this is the saddest form of existence

Kaari

true, I tried in the past but it left me with nothing though

im too fucked up at this point mentally, like i said this forum is my primary form of socialization

l can't leave atm, besides frauding being NT around people will catch up with me, lose lose spot

I'll just OD on either my antidepressants or sleeping meds if I can't tolerate it anymore lmfao

Kaari

i will leave at some point but defo not now, i'm too fucked up currently

since your NT it's easier to escape this place

try and get into contact with your normie friends from the past if you have any, that's a start

i dont have any now, lost contact lmfao

Salludon

i "tried" as well, eg getting a motivation burst for 15 minutes and failing, but theres never been a try that was consistent

idk about the other shit im not as messed up, its prolly making all this way more difficult

Salludon

my normie former friends are literally me enemies, the shit they did is unfofgivable

Kaari

i was actually high up socially at one point funnily enough

then my brain imploded, couldn't hide my tism and my social life fell apart pretty much

all the normies i can go back to are just sociopathic junkies, some of them I already knew are dead

either rot here or go back to them, nothing to gain

Kaari

most of the people from my past i hate with a fucking passion, all normies are snakes

its a fucking cruel world man

Salludon

they are all judgemental alchoholics, they all hate me

Kaari

ironically keeping my virtues are the one thing which backfired on me for my social life mainly jfl

like to do well socially you have to be a piece of shit pretty much

if your a bad person youll be rewarded for it, if not youll be used and i was multiple times

what the fuck is there for us

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