Rage .

[saccharinesaint]

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[regg]

femcels dont exist stfu

 

[Gomez🏹]

bitch shut the fuck up
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[saccharinesaint]

femcels dont exist stfu

never said i was a femcel, and i also stated this wasnt about dating. i just hate being objectively ugly

 

[comma]

ngl sad to look at people that cares about their look THAT much

 

[saccharinesaint]

ngl sad to look at people that cares about their look THAT much

im autistic and failing school so i have nothing else going on for myself

 

[comma]

im autistic and failing school so i have nothing else going on for myself

moneymaxxing lifemaxxing anything else but not looksmaxxing

 

[comma]

im autistic and failing school so i have nothing else going on for myself

dont u think u failing school just because all ur time u spend being online

 

[saccharinesaint]

dont u think u failing school just because all ur time u spend being online

im genuinely retarded it isnt even a matter of studying or not

 

[comma]

im genuinely retarded it isnt even a matter of studying or not

as long as u putting effort u will get better at anything

 

[Arya]

ngl sad to look at people that cares about their look THAT much

it definitely matters if its really bad

 

[comma]

it definitely matters if its really bad

unfortunately

 

[saccharinesaint]

it definitely matters if its really bad

ty

 

[comma]

ty

but anyways it doesnt matter u cant get a good life because of ur looks, u just need to put more effort than others do

 

[saccharinesaint]

but anyways it doesnt matter u cant get a good life because of ur looks, u just need to put more effort than others do

i made the earlier post to vent about the fact that prettier girls or even just average girls have it so much easier and how jealous i am, and i hate that i do in fact have to put in more effort to just be seen as human

 

[comma]

i made the earlier post to vent about the fact that prettier girls or even just average girls have it so much easier and how jealous i am, and i hate that i do in fact have to put in more effort to just be seen as human

these are all the obstacles you will have to overcome to get the best reward you could ever dream of, enjoy the process for now, not the results, life wasnt supposed to be fair

 

[Lydia]

tbh this is so sad

 

[fair]

This world will never be fair

theres people working their asses off just to look better meanwhile theres people who puts 0 effort and still look good

 

[comma]

This world will never be fair

theres people working their asses off just to look better meanwhile theres people who puts 0 effort and still look good

life wasnt supposed to be fair

 

[fair]

life wasnt supposed to be fair

Thats what i stated

 

[pauseboicarti]

its so unfair. I hate being an ltb. i would be considered sub5 if it wasnt just for my good eye area, everything else is horrible. wtih makeup and angle frauding i can just barely look okay enough to be considered lmtb. Im tired of looking in the camera and feeling nothing but intense self hatred. girls who are base hmtb are genuinely so lucky. I dont even wanna talk about htb or sl because then ill feel sick with jealousy. its not even matter of proportions at this point, its just how my features look, my proportions are just here to make it worse. i try to smile because you know, some people look bad when theyre feeling actively miserable, and then my smile makes me look worse. im getting a nose job soon enough but i dont think itll even matter because everything else on my face still looks horrible. im not into looksmaxxing for dating or whatever, i just dont want to feel suicidal whenever i look in the mirror. i dont think ill ever be more jealous of naturally pretty girls. I know this topic has probably been discussed a million times here but i just wanted to let it out

this isnt even 1/10th of the pain an mtn experiences daily

 

[submissivechud]

its so unfair. I hate being an ltb. i would be considered sub5 if it wasnt just for my good eye area, everything else is horrible. wtih makeup and angle frauding i can just barely look okay enough to be considered lmtb. Im tired of looking in the camera and feeling nothing but intense self hatred. girls who are base hmtb are genuinely so lucky. I dont even wanna talk about htb or sl because then ill feel sick with jealousy. its not even matter of proportions at this point, its just how my features look, my proportions are just here to make it worse. i try to smile because you know, some people look bad when theyre feeling actively miserable, and then my smile makes me look worse. im getting a nose job soon enough but i dont think itll even matter because everything else on my face still looks horrible. im not into looksmaxxing for dating or whatever, i just dont want to feel suicidal whenever i look in the mirror. i dont think ill ever be more jealous of naturally pretty girls. I know this topic has probably been discussed a million times here but i just wanted to let it out

Improve so lifes easier
Id reccomend distancing yourself from social media aswell, you seem to already be insecure

 

[DontGoon]

Now I'm curious how you look

 

[saccharinesaint]

This world will never be fair

theres people working their asses off just to look better meanwhile theres people who puts 0 effort and still look good

exactly
this wasnt really supposed to be me complaining about my personal bad looks but moreso my jealousy of those who have good looks naturally but i kinda spiraled lmao

 

[submissivechud]

exactly
this wasnt really supposed to be me complaining about my personal bad looks but moreso my jealousy of those who have good looks naturally but i kinda spiraled lmao

Jealousy gets you no where
Worrying about how others are better then you does nothing but put yourself down

 

[saccharinesaint]

Improve so lifes easier
Id reccomend distancing yourself from social media aswell, you seem to already be insecure

true, but no matter how much i improve or cope ill never reach the level of someone whos a natural mmtb/hmtb with zero effort

 

[submissivechud]

true, but no matter how much i improve or cope ill never reach the level of someone whos a natural mmtb/hmtb with zero effort

This is cope in itself
If you believe you can do something and put 100% effort in it then you can succeed

 

[saccharinesaint]

This is cope in itself
If you believe you can do something and put 100% effort in it then you can succeed

im almost 16, theres minimal action i can take about my bone growth and face structure at this point. I honestly just hate everything about how i look and my facial features to the point if i see someone else whos honestly gorgeous but has the same lip shape or nose shape as me ill mentally see them as less attractive than they are because thats how far it extends

i know its bad and i think i need to stop hating myself before anything else

 

[submissivechud]

im almost 16, theres minimal action i can take about my bone growth and face structure at this point. I honestly just hate everything about how i look and my facial features to the point if i see someone else whos honestly gorgeous but has the same lip shape or nose shape as me ill mentally see them as less attractive than they are because thats how far it extends

i know its bad and i think i need to stop hating myself before anything else

I would reccomend seeing a therapist to talk about these issues
I don't know who you are or what you look like so I cant help much but this seems to be body dysmorphia

 

[saccharinesaint]

I would reccomend seeing a therapist to talk about these issues
I don't know who you are or what you look like so I cant help much but this seems to be body dysmorphia

i used to go to one, it is likely body dysmorphia but i had to stop going before i got any actual help for it

family was worried about how it looked to others having their r****d daughter going to therapy xd

 

[choripapa]

Diddy larping foid

 

[kafidoll]

its so unfair. I hate being an ltb. i would be considered sub5 if it wasnt just for my good eye area, everything else is horrible. wtih makeup and angle frauding i can just barely look okay enough to be considered lmtb. Im tired of looking in the camera and feeling nothing but intense self hatred. girls who are base hmtb are genuinely so lucky. I dont even wanna talk about htb or sl because then ill feel sick with jealousy. its not even matter of proportions at this point, its just how my features look, my proportions are just here to make it worse. i try to smile because you know, some people look bad when theyre feeling actively miserable, and then my smile makes me look worse. im getting a nose job soon enough but i dont think itll even matter because everything else on my face still looks horrible. im not into looksmaxxing for dating or whatever, i just dont want to feel suicidal whenever i look in the mirror. i dont think ill ever be more jealous of naturally pretty girls. I know this topic has probably been discussed a million times here but i just wanted to let it out

send ur face i wanna see if ur uglier then me

 

[balenci]

its so unfair. I hate being an ltb. i would be considered sub5 if it wasnt just for my good eye area, everything else is horrible. wtih makeup and angle frauding i can just barely look okay enough to be considered lmtb. Im tired of looking in the camera and feeling nothing but intense self hatred. girls who are base hmtb are genuinely so lucky. I dont even wanna talk about htb or sl because then ill feel sick with jealousy. its not even matter of proportions at this point, its just how my features look, my proportions are just here to make it worse. i try to smile because you know, some people look bad when theyre feeling actively miserable, and then my smile makes me look worse. im getting a nose job soon enough but i dont think itll even matter because everything else on my face still looks horrible. im not into looksmaxxing for dating or whatever, i just dont want to feel suicidal whenever i look in the mirror. i dont think ill ever be more jealous of naturally pretty girls. I know this topic has probably been discussed a million times here but i just wanted to let it out

im getting a nose job this month and im also a horribly insecure ltb

 

[saccharinesaint]

im getting a nose job this month and im also a horribly insecure ltb

hope ur nose job goes well wishing you all the best

 

[saccharinesaint]

send ur face i wanna see if ur uglier then me

u first

 

[balenci]

hope ur nose job goes well wishing you all the best

thank u im so excitedf

 

[Randomized]

One of the hardest things I struggled with when I tried to view myself more neutral was accepting an aspect of my envious/jealous feelings towards others appearance was a form of entitlement on my end.

I felt, in a way, entitled to be happy like how they were. I felt entitled to be in love how they were. I felt entitled to experience the world as they did, because it's unfair I was treated differently.

In that regard, I felt like I could've somehow obtained similar results if I just tried hard enough, but the reality of it is you can't change your genetics. Even with all of the surgery in the world, there's just certain appearance changes that won't look good on me because of the base I'm starting out with.

That's not to say NOT to get surgery, but it's obvious you're already throwing in the towel and beating yourself up before you even have it. That's a type of resentment that goes beyond how you look.

I felt very resentful at 16 about my appearance and my life. I genuinely don't know if there's anything I could say that would change that feeling for you. Anything I would probably tell you would probably be in one ear and out the other regardless.

But everything you're experiencing right now has nothing to actually do with your appearance. When you view the world with this type of resentment, every interaction becomes poisoned. I got angry at family for saying I looked handsome, because I viewed that as them lying to my face. I got angry when people didn't want to socialize with me, because it must've been because of how I looked, etc.

When you view these people as being liars or malicious, of course you wish things would change.

As a teen I thought I was bullied because of my appearance. I'm sure that played a factor in it (I'm actually almost in subhuman territory), but the reality of it is I was just too suffocating to be around. I forever locked myself out of a good teenage years because of these forums and these sites. Because of my BDD. I ruined experiencing normal teenage stuff because I was more focused about proving my misery as valid or correct, instead of focusing on literally anything else.

Whether or not I'm actually ugly is only good information if it's helpful, not destructive. Otherwise it's just providing you comfort for a reason to stay miserable.

Coming from someone who's retarded, didn't finish high school, ex-incel, and who is a sub 5.

 

[Arya]

One of the hardest things I struggled with when I tried to view myself more neutral was accepting an aspect of my envious/jealous feelings towards others appearance was a form of entitlement on my end.

I felt, in a way, entitled to be happy like how they were. I felt entitled to be in love how they were. I felt entitled to experience the world as they did, because it's unfair I was treated differently.

In that regard, I felt like I could've somehow obtained similar results if I just tried hard enough, but the reality of it is you can't change your genetics. Even with all of the surgery in the world, there's just certain appearance changes that won't look good on me because of the base I'm starting out with.

That's not to say NOT to get surgery, but it's obvious you're already throwing in the towel and beating yourself up before you even have it. That's a type of resentment that goes beyond how you look.

I felt very resentful at 16 about my appearance and my life. I genuinely don't know if there's anything I could say that would change that feeling for you. Anything I would probably tell you would probably be in one ear and out the other regardless.

But everything you're experiencing right now has nothing to actually do with your appearance. When you view the world with this type of resentment, every interaction becomes poisoned. I got angry at family for saying I looked handsome, because I viewed that as them lying to my face. I got angry when people didn't want to socialize with me, because it must've been because of how I looked, etc.

When you view these people as being liars or malicious, of course you wish things would change.

As a teen I thought I was bullied because of my appearance. I'm sure that played a factor in it (I'm actually almost in subhuman territory), but the reality of it is I was just too suffocating to be around. I forever locked myself out of a good teenage years because of these forums and these sites. Because of my BDD. I ruined experiencing normal teenage stuff because I was more focused about proving my misery as valid or correct, instead of focusing on literally anything else.

Whether or not I'm actually ugly is only good information if it's helpful, not destructive. Otherwise it's just providing you comfort for a reason to stay miserable.

Coming from someone who's retarded, didn't finish high school, ex-incel, and who is a sub 5.

How did things change for you?

 

[Faster&Harder]

BBLmaxx and forget.

 

[saccharinesaint]

One of the hardest things I struggled with when I tried to view myself more neutral was accepting an aspect of my envious/jealous feelings towards others appearance was a form of entitlement on my end.

I felt, in a way, entitled to be happy like how they were. I felt entitled to be in love how they were. I felt entitled to experience the world as they did, because it's unfair I was treated differently.

In that regard, I felt like I could've somehow obtained similar results if I just tried hard enough, but the reality of it is you can't change your genetics. Even with all of the surgery in the world, there's just certain appearance changes that won't look good on me because of the base I'm starting out with.

That's not to say NOT to get surgery, but it's obvious you're already throwing in the towel and beating yourself up before you even have it. That's a type of resentment that goes beyond how you look.

I felt very resentful at 16 about my appearance and my life. I genuinely don't know if there's anything I could say that would change that feeling for you. Anything I would probably tell you would probably be in one ear and out the other regardless.

But everything you're experiencing right now has nothing to actually do with your appearance. When you view the world with this type of resentment, every interaction becomes poisoned. I got angry at family for saying I looked handsome, because I viewed that as them lying to my face. I got angry when people didn't want to socialize with me, because it must've been because of how I looked, etc.

When you view these people as being liars or malicious, of course you wish things would change.

As a teen I thought I was bullied because of my appearance. I'm sure that played a factor in it (I'm actually almost in subhuman territory), but the reality of it is I was just too suffocating to be around. I forever locked myself out of a good teenage years because of these forums and these sites. Because of my BDD. I ruined experiencing normal teenage stuff because I was more focused about proving my misery as valid or correct, instead of focusing on literally anything else.

Whether or not I'm actually ugly is only good information if it's helpful, not destructive. Otherwise it's just providing you comfort for a reason to stay miserable.

Coming from someone who's retarded, didn't finish high school, ex-incel, and who is a sub 5.

thank you for taking the time to write this out, this was a really thoughtful and interesting read. ill try to consider your words best as i can

 

[Nevermindd]

femcels dont exist stfu

Get out of this discussion moid

 

[batluvr158]

its so unfair. I hate being an ltb. i would be considered sub5 if it wasnt just for my good eye area, everything else is horrible. wtih makeup and angle frauding i can just barely look okay enough to be considered lmtb. Im tired of looking in the camera and feeling nothing but intense self hatred. girls who are base hmtb are genuinely so lucky. I dont even wanna talk about htb or sl because then ill feel sick with jealousy. its not even matter of proportions at this point, its just how my features look, my proportions are just here to make it worse. i try to smile because you know, some people look bad when theyre feeling actively miserable, and then my smile makes me look worse. im getting a nose job soon enough but i dont think itll even matter because everything else on my face still looks horrible. im not into looksmaxxing for dating or whatever, i just dont want to feel suicidal whenever i look in the mirror. i dont think ill ever be more jealous of naturally pretty girls. I know this topic has probably been discussed a million times here but i just wanted to let it out

literally, it feels nauseating looking at the mirror sometimes