A Failure

[D.annyyy]

I’m looking at old videos and i see how many people cheered for me and talked good about me. I think i’m a failure because i let them all down and i let my emotions be the best of me and disappeared out of their lives. It’s been years and i still feel the shame.

 

[Deleted Member 104328]

who cares what they think

 

[D.annyyy]

who cares what they think

Honestly that’s how i feel most days i just tell myself why should i care about others but they were there for me at my lowest. So it’s just a feeling that comes around where i feel shitty and i don’t have anyone to talk to

 

[benny]

who cares what they think

we gon b ok

 

[D.annyyy]

True but not for long

 

[Deleted Member 104328]

Honestly that’s how i feel most days i just tell myself why should i care about others but they were there for me at my lowest. So it’s just a feeling that comes around where i feel shitty and i don’t have anyone to talk to

how did you fail them tho?

 

[D.annyyy]

how did you fail them tho?

I rather not get into it but all i heard at the time was that a lot of people were disappointed that i didn’t say anything to anyone and that i just disappeared for a year before anyone knew where i was. This was about three years ago.

 

[Deleted Member 104328]

I rather not get into it but all i heard at the time was that a lot of people were disappointed that i didn’t say anything to anyone and that i just disappeared for a year before anyone knew where i was. This was about three years ago.

ohh, i mean then it makes sense why theyd be disappointed but they most likely dont feel that way anymore, I mean that was 3 years ago

 

[D.annyyy]

ohh, i mean then it makes sense why theyd be disappointed but they most likely dont feel that way anymore, I mean that was 3 years ago

 

[D.annyyy]

I know that they obviously aren’t hurt by it. But for me it still lingers because it’s really the only thing that actually gets to me and keeps me up

 

[drchad]

I’m looking at old videos and i see how many people cheered for me and talked good about me. I think i’m a failure because i let them all down and i let my emotions be the best of me and disappeared out of their lives. It’s been years and i still feel the shame.

Boo hoo n***a life doesnt stop cause u feel sad just make new goals and meet them

 

[D.annyyy]

Boo hoo n***a life doesnt stop cause u feel sad just make new goals and meet them

Same year i ended up playing for the biggest team in my state for the sport i do and went on to go play in europe just after turning 17 than played college level in high school and i was fulfilled. You’re right tho i gotta stop being a bitch Thank you for this reminder friend

 

[drchad]

Same year i ended up playing for the biggest team in my state for the sport i do and went on to go play in europe just after turning 17 than played college level in high school and i was fulfilled.

n***a you know how many people have similar stories as you and life went on who cares what they think you dint owe them anything and your not as important as you think its YOUR life not theirs they think about you quickly and move onto the next thought

 

[D.annyyy]

n***a you know how many people have similar stories as you and life went on who cares what they think you dint owe them anything and your not as important as you think its YOUR life not theirs they think about you quickly and move onto the next thought

Thanks dude you’re a real one

 

[drchad]

Thanks dude you’re a real one

Sulking around isnt going to do anything man only place left to go is up