You have a decent base with imo very high potential.
Softmaxxing:
- Skincare: Use a cleanser (NOT cerave or something very chemical) and something for your pores (if you don't already).
- Put a lot of effort into your posture. Even though i barely see your neck, I can already tell that you are not standing upright at all.
- Build some muscle: It's a lot easier than you might think, as long as you have the right knowledge. It drastically changes your appeareance and improves your self esteem.
If you need advise on how to build muscle, you can pm me.