ain’t nothing merry today

[Deleted Member 66953]

song of the day.

today lowkey sucked. I’ve been really sick for a while now, but my least fav combo is the coughing + vomiting bs.

but it’s going to get better! hopefully. the brain fog is killing me.

today’s thought of the day:

which went straight into my favorite rumination.
actions.
speak.
louder.
than.
words.

If you’re not aware of it already, people’s words are pixie dust. They disappear in the wind. They don’t mean jack.

"it's not your fault, you're just limited"
recognize it, and change.

So you need to stop trusting and listening to peoples words, and start watching their actions. I know far FAR more people that do not actually follow through on their word, or they have a different perception of the type of person that they are (but their actions don’t align with that) than the people that I do know that ARE honest with themselves and have a correct perception of who they are as a person.

for example. those stupid little relationship snippets on tiktok
“A man can want you with his feelings and still fail you with his habits. Love without structure is where emotional safety dies.”
Women do this exact same thing
People do this in general.
Because a lot of people are freaking DELUSIONAL. Let’s be honest. A lot of people perceive themselves as the type of person they want to be, but their actions do not align with who that person is. Communication is so nice until that person is just telling you what you want to hear.

For example, you might have a friend who considers themselves extremely“loyal” and “trustworthy”. But when you actually tell them things that you trust them with, and then they go and they tell someone who they consider trustworthy and loyal, (because they don’t think they have to worry about them telling other people) and then that person tells someone else, and that person who you began with isn’t actually trustworthy and loyal. Just a right old mess.

I’ve known plenty of people who consider themselves health freaks, telling people they don’t like “greasy food” or how they’re intolerant to ingredients only to pound down a deep dish pizza and then complain about everyone else’s fast metabolism. After a certain point, you’re just lying to yourself AND the people around you. When you look at the fruits of someone’s life and how they’re actually living, it never seems to add up. Not that any of us are perfect, or not sinners, but usually you can tell if someone is putting in some effort in.

Or there’s plenty of people out there who consider themselves “SELF AWARE” but they completely lack any form of self awareness. Same with “nice people”, you’re not nice for only choosing that when it’s convenient for you. That’s not being a nice person, it’s doing what is easy. It just hurts because I would never act the way they did to me. Sorry means nothing when the trust is broken.

I lost respect for a lot of people this year. Not because they changed, but because I finally saw who they really are. Stop listening to peoples words and what they tell themselves and watch their actions. Our actions show the real attitude we have. People pick and choose who to be loyal to, but you’ll only realize it when it’s too late. Realizing that is the worst part.

looks like 2026 will be my year.

 

[Thebird]

bird

 

[Deleted Member 66953]

bird

Holy dnr!

 

[Thebird]

i will read it

 

[Deleted Member 66953]

i will read it

thanks for stopping by brother

 

[Deleted Member 87111]

keep it short lil n***a

 

[Duchesse]

song of the day.

today lowkey sucked. I’ve been really sick for a while now, but my least fav combo is the coughing + vomiting bs.
View attachment 247194

but it’s going to get better! hopefully. the brain fog is killing me.

today’s thought of the day:
View attachment 247195

which went straight into my favorite rumination.
actions.
speak.
louder.
than.
words.

If you’re not aware of it already, people’s words are pixie dust. They disappear in the wind. They don’t mean jack.

"it's not your fault, you're just limited"
recognize it, and change.

So you need to stop trusting and listening to peoples words, and start watching their actions. I know far FAR more people that do not actually follow through on their word, or they have a different perception of the type of person that they are (but their actions don’t align with that) than the people that I do know that ARE honest with themselves and have a correct perception of who they are as a person.

for example. those stupid little relationship snippets on tiktok
“A man can want you with his feelings and still fail you with his habits. Love without structure is where emotional safety dies.”
Women do this exact same thing
People do this in general.
Because a lot of people are freaking DELUSIONAL. Let’s be honest. A lot of people perceive themselves as the type of person they want to be, but their actions do not align with who that person is. Communication is so nice until that person is just telling you what you want to hear.

For example, you might have a friend who considers themselves extremely“loyal” and “trustworthy”. But when you actually tell them things that you trust them with, and then they go and they tell someone who they consider trustworthy and loyal, (because they don’t think they have to worry about them telling other people) and then that person tells someone else, and that person who you began with isn’t actually trustworthy and loyal. Just a right old mess.

I’ve known plenty of people who consider themselves health freaks, telling people they don’t like “greasy food” or how they’re intolerant to ingredients only to pound down a deep dish pizza and then complain about everyone else’s fast metabolism. After a certain point, you’re just lying to yourself AND the people around you. When you look at the fruits of someone’s life and how they’re actually living, it never seems to add up. Not that any of us are perfect, or not sinners, but usually you can tell if someone is putting in some effort in.

Or there’s plenty of people out there who consider themselves “SELF AWARE” but they completely lack any form of self awareness. Same with “nice people”, you’re not nice for only choosing that when it’s convenient for you. That’s not being a nice person, it’s doing what is easy. It just hurts because I would never act the way they did to me. Sorry means nothing when the trust is broken.

I lost respect for a lot of people this year. Not because they changed, but because I finally saw who they really are. Stop listening to peoples words and what they tell themselves and watch their actions. Our actions show the real attitude we have. People pick and choose who to be loyal to, but you’ll only realize it when it’s too late. Realizing that is the worst part.

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looks like 2026 will be my year.

Schizo

 

[Deleted Member 66953]

keep it short lil n***a

This is MY diary and those who can’t read a very long run on sentence aren’t welcome

 

[Deleted Member 66953]

Schizo

I see nothing schizo about this tbh

 

[Deleted Member 87111]

This is MY diary and those who can’t read a very long run on sentence aren’t welcome

Calm down g

 

[Deleted Member 71746]

Foid rant dnrd

 

[Deleted Member 66953]

Calm down g

I’ve been doing masai jumps and having raw honeeeey

I’m soooo calm

 

[Deleted Member 66953]

Foid rant dnrd

What a profile picture

 

[Shkypot]

song of the day.

today lowkey sucked. I’ve been really sick for a while now, but my least fav combo is the coughing + vomiting bs.
View attachment 247194

but it’s going to get better! hopefully. the brain fog is killing me.

today’s thought of the day:
View attachment 247195

which went straight into my favorite rumination.
actions.
speak.
louder.
than.
words.

If you’re not aware of it already, people’s words are pixie dust. They disappear in the wind. They don’t mean jack.

"it's not your fault, you're just limited"
recognize it, and change.

So you need to stop trusting and listening to peoples words, and start watching their actions. I know far FAR more people that do not actually follow through on their word, or they have a different perception of the type of person that they are (but their actions don’t align with that) than the people that I do know that ARE honest with themselves and have a correct perception of who they are as a person.

for example. those stupid little relationship snippets on tiktok
“A man can want you with his feelings and still fail you with his habits. Love without structure is where emotional safety dies.”
Women do this exact same thing
People do this in general.
Because a lot of people are freaking DELUSIONAL. Let’s be honest. A lot of people perceive themselves as the type of person they want to be, but their actions do not align with who that person is. Communication is so nice until that person is just telling you what you want to hear.

For example, you might have a friend who considers themselves extremely“loyal” and “trustworthy”. But when you actually tell them things that you trust them with, and then they go and they tell someone who they consider trustworthy and loyal, (because they don’t think they have to worry about them telling other people) and then that person tells someone else, and that person who you began with isn’t actually trustworthy and loyal. Just a right old mess.

I’ve known plenty of people who consider themselves health freaks, telling people they don’t like “greasy food” or how they’re intolerant to ingredients only to pound down a deep dish pizza and then complain about everyone else’s fast metabolism. After a certain point, you’re just lying to yourself AND the people around you. When you look at the fruits of someone’s life and how they’re actually living, it never seems to add up. Not that any of us are perfect, or not sinners, but usually you can tell if someone is putting in some effort in.

Or there’s plenty of people out there who consider themselves “SELF AWARE” but they completely lack any form of self awareness. Same with “nice people”, you’re not nice for only choosing that when it’s convenient for you. That’s not being a nice person, it’s doing what is easy. It just hurts because I would never act the way they did to me. Sorry means nothing when the trust is broken.

I lost respect for a lot of people this year. Not because they changed, but because I finally saw who they really are. Stop listening to peoples words and what they tell themselves and watch their actions. Our actions show the real attitude we have. People pick and choose who to be loyal to, but you’ll only realize it when it’s too late. Realizing that is the worst part.

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looks like 2026 will be my year.

Sorry to hear, hope you get better soon!

 

[Deleted Member 66953]

Sorry to hear, hope you get better soon!

Thanks my G I hope you’re well too

 

[Starlet]

great post idk why more people don’t realize this. Also the people who will do something hurtful and then won’t even apologize but will expect you to forgive them and act like nothing happened and forget just because time has passed. And if you don’t go along with it and do it then they get mad at you and try to make it look like you’re a bad person for “holding grudges” I rarely believe in second chances anymore and people call me cold for it but I think it’s the right move for your own good

 

[cindythetvisleaking]

song of the day.

today lowkey sucked. I’ve been really sick for a while now, but my least fav combo is the coughing + vomiting bs.
View attachment 247194

but it’s going to get better! hopefully. the brain fog is killing me.

today’s thought of the day:
View attachment 247195

which went straight into my favorite rumination.
actions.
speak.
louder.
than.
words.

If you’re not aware of it already, people’s words are pixie dust. They disappear in the wind. They don’t mean jack.

"it's not your fault, you're just limited"
recognize it, and change.

So you need to stop trusting and listening to peoples words, and start watching their actions. I know far FAR more people that do not actually follow through on their word, or they have a different perception of the type of person that they are (but their actions don’t align with that) than the people that I do know that ARE honest with themselves and have a correct perception of who they are as a person.

for example. those stupid little relationship snippets on tiktok
“A man can want you with his feelings and still fail you with his habits. Love without structure is where emotional safety dies.”
Women do this exact same thing
People do this in general.
Because a lot of people are freaking DELUSIONAL. Let’s be honest. A lot of people perceive themselves as the type of person they want to be, but their actions do not align with who that person is. Communication is so nice until that person is just telling you what you want to hear.

For example, you might have a friend who considers themselves extremely“loyal” and “trustworthy”. But when you actually tell them things that you trust them with, and then they go and they tell someone who they consider trustworthy and loyal, (because they don’t think they have to worry about them telling other people) and then that person tells someone else, and that person who you began with isn’t actually trustworthy and loyal. Just a right old mess.

I’ve known plenty of people who consider themselves health freaks, telling people they don’t like “greasy food” or how they’re intolerant to ingredients only to pound down a deep dish pizza and then complain about everyone else’s fast metabolism. After a certain point, you’re just lying to yourself AND the people around you. When you look at the fruits of someone’s life and how they’re actually living, it never seems to add up. Not that any of us are perfect, or not sinners, but usually you can tell if someone is putting in some effort in.

Or there’s plenty of people out there who consider themselves “SELF AWARE” but they completely lack any form of self awareness. Same with “nice people”, you’re not nice for only choosing that when it’s convenient for you. That’s not being a nice person, it’s doing what is easy. It just hurts because I would never act the way they did to me. Sorry means nothing when the trust is broken.

I lost respect for a lot of people this year. Not because they changed, but because I finally saw who they really are. Stop listening to peoples words and what they tell themselves and watch their actions. Our actions show the real attitude we have. People pick and choose who to be loyal to, but you’ll only realize it when it’s too late. Realizing that is the worst part.

View attachment 247197
looks like 2026 will be my year.

2026 will be my year too btw can u pls drop a glow up guide i wanna be hot like u

 

[Deleted Member 66953]

great post idk why more people don’t realize this. Also the people who will do something hurtful and then won’t even apologize but will expect you to forgive them and act like nothing happened and forget just because time has passed. And if you don’t go along with it and do it then they get mad at you and try to make it look like you’re a bad person for “holding grudges” I rarely believe in second chances anymore and people call me cold for it but I think it’s the right move for your own good

First of all, thank you for actually reading it
I completely agree with this perspective. Idk what’s up with everyone who think it’s okay to hurt others like that. People confuse forgiveness with pretending nothing happened. If someone can hurt you and never acknowledge it, they’re not owed access to you again.

 

[Deleted Member 66953]

2026 will be my year too btw can u pls drop a glow up guide i wanna be hot like u

Cindy ily but unfortunately im still chopped shit 2026 will be the ultimate lock in.

I can make a guide though, I didn’t really make crazy changes but the softmaxxing helped a ton

 

[cindythetvisleaking]

Cindy ily but unfortunately im still chopped shit 2026 will be the ultimate lock in.

I can make a guide though, I didn’t really make crazy changes but the softmaxxing helped a ton

Pls post a guide and ur not chopped, 2026 will be the ultimate lock in too