PlayboyDex
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POSSIBILITY OF SEX
Real and constant connection with people is the KEY to ending PORN addiction. As we should know by now, Porn addiction is a legit addiction that has the same addictive effects as a drug like hardcore heroin or crack.
Over the last 7 years since I first watched porn, the only 2 times I was ever able to go past 9 days was When I bagged my oneitis and there was a genuine possibly of us having sex, so I did not feel the need or want to goon at ALL. I knew gooning would harm my in game performance so I refused to do it and had 0 urge to do it despite being hornier than ever. I lasted 60 days (45 while i was with her and 15 days after she left me) before gooning again and then fell right back into the constant gooning.
Now, here in UNI, I am aware that I am subhuman atm and party season is over now where I live due to the weather, and realistcally I won't be having sex for the rest of 2025, up until Halloween that was not the case. I lost the urge COMPLETLY TO GOON, (iirc) the Sunday before i left to UNI. The thing was I had to tell myself i had to not goon at least a few days before i left, and then ever since then, I had not had a single urge to jerk off the ENTIRE TIME IN SCHOOL.
Connection
Now, a valid argument could be made that the real connections with people, romantic or not, is the main killer of porn addiction. i initially did not regard this as the main reason but a very secondary reason for my 2 streaks of not gooning, until i got to UNI. I have not talked with a girl in UNI more than 1 day in a row A SINGLE TIME, unlike with my HTB who would hang out with multiple times a week, text and snap every single day, and id see at school everyday.
When i am at uni, there is never a time where I am alone for more than 2 hours without walking by someone my age. I am never truly lonely or at least not to the degree that I am back home. I do not speak with my mom at all, i am back home now and i just ignore her for the most part, at school, I can go hang with some friends within minutes at pretty much any time of the day or night. I do not have any girls in my life at all which sucks but even still, I AM HORNY ASF 24/7 AT UNI yet dont goon.
I dont even want casual sex either yet im still prepared in a sense for it. I have some friends back home, but i dont/cant hang out with them at any given moment of the day, nor do i really want to like at uni. Its inconvient here at home. So i will be absolutely alone in my room and or general house for HOURS at a time, nobody around me but me.
I tru
POSSIBILITY OF SEX
Real and constant connection with people is the KEY to ending PORN addiction. As we should know by now, Porn addiction is a legit addiction that has the same addictive effects as a drug like hardcore heroin or crack.
Over the last 7 years since I first watched porn, the only 2 times I was ever able to go past 9 days was When I bagged my oneitis and there was a genuine possibly of us having sex, so I did not feel the need or want to goon at ALL. I knew gooning would harm my in game performance so I refused to do it and had 0 urge to do it despite being hornier than ever. I lasted 60 days (45 while i was with her and 15 days after she left me) before gooning again and then fell right back into the constant gooning.
Now, here in UNI, I am aware that I am subhuman atm and party season is over now where I live due to the weather, and realistcally I won't be having sex for the rest of 2025, up until Halloween that was not the case. I lost the urge COMPLETLY TO GOON, (iirc) the Sunday before i left to UNI. The thing was I had to tell myself i had to not goon at least a few days before i left, and then ever since then, I had not had a single urge to jerk off the ENTIRE TIME IN SCHOOL.
Connection
Now, a valid argument could be made that the real connections with people, romantic or not, is the main killer of porn addiction. i initially did not regard this as the main reason but a very secondary reason for my 2 streaks of not gooning, until i got to UNI. I have not talked with a girl in UNI more than 1 day in a row A SINGLE TIME, unlike with my HTB who would hang out with multiple times a week, text and snap every single day, and id see at school everyday.
When i am at uni, there is never a time where I am alone for more than 2 hours without walking by someone my age. I am never truly lonely or at least not to the degree that I am back home. I do not speak with my mom at all, i am back home now and i just ignore her for the most part, at school, I can go hang with some friends within minutes at pretty much any time of the day or night. I do not have any girls in my life at all which sucks but even still, I AM HORNY ASF 24/7 AT UNI yet dont goon.
I dont even want casual sex either yet im still prepared in a sense for it. I have some friends back home, but i dont/cant hang out with them at any given moment of the day, nor do i really want to like at uni. Its inconvient here at home. So i will be absolutely alone in my room and or general house for HOURS at a time, nobody around me but me.
I tru
