Last year or 2 ive been in a pit, failing school, chopped, mental, im bored of it
Im cutting off my ex and my hb who likes me, for good, no more men triggering my bpd they're literally good for nothing
Im starting a new semester in school and I have philosophy English biology and an off so im set, my favorite topics and its all just reading and writing, i may start taking my adhd meds again, Im diagnosed but I also got diagnosed with bpd which usually cancels adhd out but im still diagnosed and can get meds (i think) so I may get those to lock in on school.
My appointment to get checked for jaw recessions and approval for bimax is soon and then scheduling is after that
im gonna start fasting again and once its less snowy going on runs again
My hairs been growing pretty solid but im gonna continue to oil and stuff
I just got a job at the pizza place next to my school so once my first paycheck comes in im gonna get insoles and shoes with sneaky platforms :3
This time next year ill prolly have bimax, ill have to go on a liquid diet and maybe even stay home and do school from home, ill have lots of time to learn ab my last phase, aqualyx at home fillers and ofc hgh, obviously im gonna save most of the money I make so ill have way enough by the time for all that
I wanna be a new person I am SICK and TIRED of myself, I am crazy intelligent and I do fucking nothing with it and I have crazy potential and guess what I do with it FUCKING NOTHING
I need to like wake up and stop ruining myself bro ive literally had heaps of people say they'd kill to be me and I just sit around and get high and cry all day
My time of being a loser is over im afraid
Im cutting off my ex and my hb who likes me, for good, no more men triggering my bpd they're literally good for nothing
Im starting a new semester in school and I have philosophy English biology and an off so im set, my favorite topics and its all just reading and writing, i may start taking my adhd meds again, Im diagnosed but I also got diagnosed with bpd which usually cancels adhd out but im still diagnosed and can get meds (i think) so I may get those to lock in on school.
My appointment to get checked for jaw recessions and approval for bimax is soon and then scheduling is after that
im gonna start fasting again and once its less snowy going on runs againMy hairs been growing pretty solid but im gonna continue to oil and stuff
I just got a job at the pizza place next to my school so once my first paycheck comes in im gonna get insoles and shoes with sneaky platforms :3
This time next year ill prolly have bimax, ill have to go on a liquid diet and maybe even stay home and do school from home, ill have lots of time to learn ab my last phase, aqualyx at home fillers and ofc hgh,
obviously im gonna save most of the money I make so ill have way enough by the time for all thatI wanna be a new person I am SICK and TIRED of myself, I am crazy intelligent and I do fucking nothing with it and I have crazy potential and guess what I do with it FUCKING NOTHING
I need to like wake up and stop ruining myself bro ive literally had heaps of people say they'd kill to be me and I just sit around and get high and cry all day
My time of being a loser is over im afraid
