Rage Antisocial personality disorder / sociopathy and social withdrawal

[Axii]

This shit fucking sucks bro, my life is ruined because deep seeded childhood trauma.

I'm literally on the phone with my girl as I'm typing this out and I feel exhausted and my mask is literally slipping off

I feel like an asshole but I can't find anything to really talk about because I don't like speaking with my mouth.

I want to runaway and steal a car and smoke a pack of cigarettes until I crash.

She is so precious and beautiful.
she doesn't deserve me or anyone else, she needs better.

 

[Kulture]

I forgive you

 

[Kulture]

I forgive you

I meant I hope you feel better

 

[Axii]

Does anyone else have ASPD

I feel alone and I don't want to feel this way, everyday I put on a mask around the people I know and I use them for personal gain and I get social withdrawal from the people.

I feel like a piece of shit, I'm actually a piece of ND shit just masked with a super NT fake personality, people think I'm a narcissist sometimes and I don't want to be, It's not like I actually think I'm better or deserve more than everyone else, I just get spontaneous urges to abandon people and do my own things which are just reckless behaviors.

 

[Axii]

I feel like an empty husk sometimes

 

[Kulture]

I feel like an empty husk sometimes

damn that's deep!