anyone feels really socially inept

[aryaw]

idk why i have friends ngl, i dont talk much + if people are talking i kinda check out sometimes, i dont talk well in groups. I have no clue why i had friends even when i was a child, i should have been bullied.

 

[𐲀 𐲢 𐲠 𐲀 𐲇 𐲰]

yes and i expect it all to change even whilst i dont

 

[Nati]

if people are talking

if people in my class do this near me i like to listen to them to hear what normigroids find interesting

 

[aryaw]

yes and i expect it all to change even whilst i dont

I dont think i can change it atp, i just dont wanna talk i wanna listen

 

[aryaw]

if people in my class do this near me i like to listen to them to hear what normigroids find interesting

Exactly, even in my friendgroup i like to be silent but i know it seems really weird. Half of the time i dont pay attention

 

[Nati]

Exactly, even in my friendgroup i like to be silent but i know it seems really weird. Half of the time i dont pay attention

i only talk to like 1 friend at a time tbf and ive been friends with all my irls for atleast 8 years

 

[aryaw]

i only talk to like 1 friend at a time tbf and ive been friends with all my irls for atleast 8 years

Relate, i cant even talk in groups of 3 i go silent