Been feeling sui€id@L lately(I am 15)

[Danielson5523]

i am above average looking and get decent female attention I even build status online but I still got 0 exes tho.

Its definitely becouse of my personality, talking to women(I like or find attractive) feels like a performance its hard and I get nervous and awkward and start behaving like a jester(even tho thats not how I act around to boys or at home or with family ONLY GIRLS LIKE ATTRACTIVE ONES)

ALL I WANT IS TO BE LOVED

 

[FentWizard]

i am above average looking and get decent female attention I even build status online but I still got 0 exes tho.

ALL I WANT IS TO BE LOVED

bro lock in since you're "above average looking" and you get "decent female attention" use that as your advantage and talk to one of them if you like her genuinely

 

[dent]

i am above average looking and get decent female attention I even build status online but I still got 0 exes tho.

ALL I WANT IS TO BE LOVED

Stop begging for love for one day would eventually dawn upon you where even if you did get true love you would never accept it for it doesn't love you in the way you desire it to

 

[Danielson5523]

bro lock in since you're "above average looking" and you get "decent female attention" use that as your advantage and talk to one of them if you like her genuinely

I updated my post do you understand it better for context

 

[FentWizard]

I updated my post do you understand it better for context

okay bet, uhh i think there are some videos somewhere or posts on forums that tell you how you can act more "nt" (?) i'm not sure how to phrase it

 

[Danielson5523]

okay bet, uhh i think there are some videos somewhere or posts on forums that tell you how you can act more "nt" (?) i'm not sure how to phrase it

do you know how to find it or nah?

 

[FentWizard]

do you know how to find it or nah?

uhh not really, you can search on the internet how can one act more neurotypical or just look at how nt people act and mimic them

 

[Angel]

i'm suicidal as we speak

 

[wutdamooo]

do you know how to find it or nah?

try to be more quiet/not too talkative. just don't be distant with people u like/find attractive
I find myself saying too much irl n it makes me look retarded. it wont help ur anxiety but it'll make u more nt in a way

 

[denpa]

we get so wrapped up in our own performances of desirability, we end up not knowing our true worth. keep ur head up, op, youre doing a lot better than u could ever know<3

 

[Edemihra]

i am above average looking and get decent female attention I even build status online but I still got 0 exes tho.

Its definitely becouse of my personality, talking to women(I like or find attractive) feels like a performance its hard and I get nervous and awkward and start behaving like a jester(even tho thats not how I act around to boys or at home or with family ONLY GIRLS LIKE ATTRACTIVE ONES)

ALL I WANT IS TO BE LOVED

You wanna be loved? Go ER and 10 years later people will make tik tok edits of you. Now fr, the more you want it, the less likely you'll get it. You overthink and end up doing worse or nothing at all. The more you try desperately and and make yourself likeable, the less you'll prob be. People like thing in others to be natural, that's why most people hate on guys using AAS, because they don't like other people trying to be more than they were born with, subconsciously obviously. And remember, if you think you have to be a jester in order for a girl to like you, and you have nothing else she likes, chances are she won't think about you at all, so stop degrading and humiliating yourself, be blunt and honest with people. Hope you'll get better bro : )