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most of my life I never realized how good I had it simply due to the lack of embarrassment, drama or bad experiences in general socially, I never went thru any fights, only had a few fights in early middle school which were definitely not serious at all, never got bullied or picked on, never got made fun of in public, all because I'm not NT, it's only really a disadvantage when it comes to talking to people, but now after getting bp'ed I've realized even if I was NT, all that would happen is I'd get embarrassed by someone who I thought I was friends with, hang out with complete normies who would take any chance to make fun of me as a joke because they want to be superior in a social setting
I'd probably be less insecure than I am, but at the cost of being delusional, ik super NT dudes who won't even be able to grasp the bp even if I had them learn it in a meeting, I've legit seen so many oofy doofys on telegram+ ometv who don't see the reality of their situation just because they can't process it and cope at any given moment, if I spent my life coping like this, I'd probably have a "friend" group full of normies who I doubt would invite me anywhere, I still wouldn't have any irl female attention, unless I was extremely NT, not that I want it anyway in real life, but even if I did, it wouldn't mean it's good attention, basically I avoided all drama and embarrassment all my life because I simply refuse to be apart of any social setting in general
I'd probably be less insecure than I am, but at the cost of being delusional, ik super NT dudes who won't even be able to grasp the bp even if I had them learn it in a meeting, I've legit seen so many oofy doofys on telegram+ ometv who don't see the reality of their situation just because they can't process it and cope at any given moment, if I spent my life coping like this, I'd probably have a "friend" group full of normies who I doubt would invite me anywhere, I still wouldn't have any irl female attention, unless I was extremely NT, not that I want it anyway in real life, but even if I did, it wouldn't mean it's good attention, basically I avoided all drama and embarrassment all my life because I simply refuse to be apart of any social setting in general