I can wear whatever I want and it still looks "okay" on me since I'm so badly built and fucked up in the face that its impossible to really mess up in terms of style as they all look the same, plus I won't suffer forever anyways since I'm definitely gonna die at least a little prematurely from heart disease or cancer. Honestly its kinda comforting that it will be over soon and I don't really have much to worry about since one of the worst case scenarios has already happened to me even if I do still have more than most people. (Loving parents, lots of nutritious food, abundant clean water, internet access and people that tolerate me plus occasional male attention.)