Experience Being ugly sucks

[SASALELE]

I used to be ltb, while thinking I was a truecel. I would often cry about my looks. I always felt like a monster when walking outside. My face felt heavy and it felt like something foreign that was stuck to me and I couldnt rip it off, even though I wanted to.

People would always be quick to annoyance or anger with me. I was sometimes scared to breathe too loud because people would constantly give me dirty looks for the smallest things.

I remember making a list of life goals and including “be beautiful” thinking that even through plastic surgery, I would barely make human. I was never sad about not having a partner, because it seemed so far away and impossible that it didnt even cross my mind. Instead I was wishing for basic respect and friendship.

The reason I was ugly was not due to genetics, but to my extremely poor health. I didnt eat anything except candy and chips whilst starving myself for years. I only slept when my body completely shut off, and i went outside once a month. I was completely unaware that it was affecting my looks to that degree.

Even though now, I am only hmtb-lhtb, for me thats worth so much more, because I went from not being able to breathe freely, to being able to experience life like the average, and even better than the average. From my perspective, I went from truecel to htb in just a year, even if the truecel was just in my head. I have a partner, friends, and im moving out in a few months. I have an education and real goals. People treat me with more than respect, and are quick to forgive my mistakes.

Im so grateful to be average.

@2based @trueceljester @kim k

 

[emeraldpill]

I am only hmtb-lhtb

Im so grateful to be average.

Be serious

 

[SASALELE]

Be serious

Well before my ascension, when i found out i was ltb and not truecel, i was already very grateful

 

[trueceljester]

Be serious

^

 

[trueceljester]

Well before my ascension, when i found out i was ltb and not truecel, i was already very grateful

Ltb is truecel tho, lltb is atleast,

 

[SASALELE]

Ltb is truecel tho, lltb is atleast,

I was never lltb. My first rating was actually mmtb, but I had already made improvements by then. People rate my older picture ltb.

 

[emeraldpill]

Well before my ascension, when i found out i was ltb and not truecel, i was already very grateful

Yeah but hmtb isn’t average

 

[Shkypot]

I used to be ltb, while thinking I was a truecel. I would often cry about my looks. I always felt like a monster when walking outside. My face felt heavy and it felt like something foreign that was stuck to me and I couldnt rip it off, even though I wanted to.

People would always be quick to annoyance or anger with me. I was sometimes scared to breathe too loud because people would constantly give me dirty looks for the smallest things.

I remember making a list of life goals and including “be beautiful” thinking that even through plastic surgery, I would barely make human. I was never sad about not having a partner, because it seemed so far away and impossible that it didnt even cross my mind. Instead I was wishing for basic respect and friendship.

The reason I was ugly was not due to genetics, but to my extremely poor health. I didnt eat anything except candy and chips whilst starving myself for years. I only slept when my body completely shut off, and i went outside once a month. I was completely unaware that it was affecting my looks to that degree.

Even though now, I am only hmtb-lhtb, for me thats worth so much more, because I went from not being able to breathe freely, to being able to experience life like the average, and even better than the average. From my perspective, I went from truecel to htb in just a year, even if the truecel was just in my head. I have a partner, friends, and im moving out in a few months. I have an education and real goals. People treat me with more than respect, and are quick to forgive my mistakes.

Im so grateful to be average.

@2based @trueceljester @kim k

nice story, well done on your ascension

 

[SASALELE]

Yeah but hmtb isn’t average

being able to experience life like the average, and even better than the average.

 

[TonyDr]

I used to be ltb, while thinking I was a truecel. I would often cry about my looks. I always felt like a monster when walking outside. My face felt heavy and it felt like something foreign that was stuck to me and I couldnt rip it off, even though I wanted to.

People would always be quick to annoyance or anger with me. I was sometimes scared to breathe too loud because people would constantly give me dirty looks for the smallest things.

I remember making a list of life goals and including “be beautiful” thinking that even through plastic surgery, I would barely make human. I was never sad about not having a partner, because it seemed so far away and impossible that it didnt even cross my mind. Instead I was wishing for basic respect and friendship.

The reason I was ugly was not due to genetics, but to my extremely poor health. I didnt eat anything except candy and chips whilst starving myself for years. I only slept when my body completely shut off, and i went outside once a month. I was completely unaware that it was affecting my looks to that degree.

Even though now, I am only hmtb-lhtb, for me thats worth so much more, because I went from not being able to breathe freely, to being able to experience life like the average, and even better than the average. From my perspective, I went from truecel to htb in just a year, even if the truecel was just in my head. I have a partner, friends, and im moving out in a few months. I have an education and real goals. People treat me with more than respect, and are quick to forgive my mistakes.

Im so grateful to be average.

@2based @trueceljester @kim k

Congrats

 

[woof]

epicness

 

[Anna]

I’m sure being in Sweden or wherever doesn’t help ur confidence

That would be like a 5’4 guy living in South Sudan or the Netherlands

 

[Kingdom of Lotharingia]

Im so grateful to be average.

Being average sucks, only 1% of lives are worth living.

 

[</3]

Im so grateful to be average.

if you don’t get that modelling contract NOW im going to find you.

 

[berrymuffin]

old post but how did you become healthier? i wanna know ur story

 

[SASALELE]

old post but how did you become healthier? i wanna know ur story

Ive just started eating healthier and sleeping better, etc. I dont have many tips for people who didnt start at the very bottom. My improvements were from basically dying to above average health. But if you have specific questions i can answer.

 

[Deleted Member 47925]

Being ugly does suck, i would get shoved into lockers, would have people come up to me and fake like me for their friends to laugh at, i even sat in a cuck chair once.

 

[SASALELE]

Being ugly does suck, i would get shoved into lockers, would have people come up to me and fake like me for their friends to laugh at, i even sat in a cuck chair once.

Im so sorry that happened to you