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We were talking as a group of friends and someone brought up how we used to look like
I showed a Pic of me sometime before I joined the forum to one of the girls, she legit almost threw up, she didn't even told me to hide my picture or some shit, she just kept looking at it with such a disgusted look
That look is burned into my brain, like this is genuinely how she would've seen me if I hadn't ascended
It's so brutal and crual, like I'm still literally the same person as the one on the picture, I feel the same, think the same, remember the same stuff etc...
And yet one version of me that I used to be she looks at as worse than trash
It's such a brutal experience
I showed a Pic of me sometime before I joined the forum to one of the girls, she legit almost threw up, she didn't even told me to hide my picture or some shit, she just kept looking at it with such a disgusted look
That look is burned into my brain, like this is genuinely how she would've seen me if I hadn't ascended
It's so brutal and crual, like I'm still literally the same person as the one on the picture, I feel the same, think the same, remember the same stuff etc...
And yet one version of me that I used to be she looks at as worse than trash
It's such a brutal experience