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TLDR: My best friend who I’ve known for a decade is a chad and fucked my oneitis despite knowing I liked her
So right now i’m a low LTN, but at the time I was actual truecel tier. I was obese and insanely looksminned, awful hair, acne, etc.
So it was 8th grade, I was 13, oneitis was 13, friend was 14. My friend is a HTN facially (rated by people here, some said chadlite too), average height, and super NT and nonchalant. He’s also super jacked and lean with a good frame, and he’s a puerto rican pretty boy. When I say he doesn’t make attempts to talk to people, I mean it. Yet, he still gets any girl he wants because he’s good looking. I’ve known him since we were 4, and now we’re both 16.
So basically I met this girl in 8th grade, we had a lot of classes with eachother. She’s very skinny, average height, and MTB-HTB facially. The first time I saw her I instantly fell in love. She was the first girl I ever had an actual crush on. We never talked, but we had similar friend groups and I would attempt to make small talk with her. Obviously since I was a truecel, it didn’t work and she was just creeped out but I wasn’t blackpilled at the time, I was redpilled/bluepilled so I didn’t notice.
Anyways, a few months go by and the school year has been going on for a bit. Since my friend and I are close, we obviously don’t really care about keeping secrets from eachother. He asks me if I like anyone, and I instantly say her name. He starts getting nervous and mentions that they talk.
I call him out saying that they’re secretly dating or that she likes him, and he lies and denies it. He tells me that he’ll try and help me get with her, and that to get girls I need to have big muscles (lol)
So I don’t think much of it, because once again I wasn’t blackpilled at the time. A few days later i’m walking with him and he sees her and says with no emotion at all “I like your sweater” to her. Dudes an actual robot, he’s so insanely dry and shows no emotion to most people except for me because we’re close. And yet she’s over her getting giddy giddy and thanking him.
A few weeks pass by and he reveals to me that they’re dating. Once again, I’m not blackpilled so like a cuck I congratulate him and he never mentioned once about being sorry or anything. Not that he’s obliged to not date her because we’re friends and I like her, but maybe he shouldn’t have lied to begin with.
A month passes by and we’re talking, and out of the blue he starts bragging about her. He told me she sucked him off and swallowed his pride and my cortisol spiked insanely high when I heard it.
I couldn’t believe it, I was shocked. My own best friend had just fucked my oneitis who was the first girl I ever liked. Unbelievable.
That’s the end of the story, but they later broke up and she dated this manlet LTN for 10 months and would fuck my friend while she was dating him JFL
When people ask why i’m so negative, why I don’t try to talk to girls, why I blame it on my looks, when I hate women. It’s shit like this.
I hate myself so much, not a single person hates themselves like I do. However, despite all that hatred I still hate women more and forever will.
So right now i’m a low LTN, but at the time I was actual truecel tier. I was obese and insanely looksminned, awful hair, acne, etc.
So it was 8th grade, I was 13, oneitis was 13, friend was 14. My friend is a HTN facially (rated by people here, some said chadlite too), average height, and super NT and nonchalant. He’s also super jacked and lean with a good frame, and he’s a puerto rican pretty boy. When I say he doesn’t make attempts to talk to people, I mean it. Yet, he still gets any girl he wants because he’s good looking. I’ve known him since we were 4, and now we’re both 16.
So basically I met this girl in 8th grade, we had a lot of classes with eachother. She’s very skinny, average height, and MTB-HTB facially. The first time I saw her I instantly fell in love. She was the first girl I ever had an actual crush on. We never talked, but we had similar friend groups and I would attempt to make small talk with her. Obviously since I was a truecel, it didn’t work and she was just creeped out but I wasn’t blackpilled at the time, I was redpilled/bluepilled so I didn’t notice.
Anyways, a few months go by and the school year has been going on for a bit. Since my friend and I are close, we obviously don’t really care about keeping secrets from eachother. He asks me if I like anyone, and I instantly say her name. He starts getting nervous and mentions that they talk.
I call him out saying that they’re secretly dating or that she likes him, and he lies and denies it. He tells me that he’ll try and help me get with her, and that to get girls I need to have big muscles (lol)
So I don’t think much of it, because once again I wasn’t blackpilled at the time. A few days later i’m walking with him and he sees her and says with no emotion at all “I like your sweater” to her. Dudes an actual robot, he’s so insanely dry and shows no emotion to most people except for me because we’re close. And yet she’s over her getting giddy giddy and thanking him.
A few weeks pass by and he reveals to me that they’re dating. Once again, I’m not blackpilled so like a cuck I congratulate him and he never mentioned once about being sorry or anything. Not that he’s obliged to not date her because we’re friends and I like her, but maybe he shouldn’t have lied to begin with.
A month passes by and we’re talking, and out of the blue he starts bragging about her. He told me she sucked him off and swallowed his pride and my cortisol spiked insanely high when I heard it.
I couldn’t believe it, I was shocked. My own best friend had just fucked my oneitis who was the first girl I ever liked. Unbelievable.
That’s the end of the story, but they later broke up and she dated this manlet LTN for 10 months and would fuck my friend while she was dating him JFL
When people ask why i’m so negative, why I don’t try to talk to girls, why I blame it on my looks, when I hate women. It’s shit like this.
I hate myself so much, not a single person hates themselves like I do. However, despite all that hatred I still hate women more and forever will.
