Rage Bulking sucks

[candycaro]

I hate this. I gained 5cm+ on my waist. I just hope all of this will be worth it got the gains. I‘m somehow so afraid that I won’t be able to shreds it off in spring and be permanently stuck in this form. I’m disgusted with myself, I don’t even want to take full body pics anymore. And cause of my bd I can barely even see the gains even though they should finitely be there with the amounts I’ve been eating. This is so annoying. Anyone bulking as well this winter? I’m probably never doing this again