can y'all label me i wanna see something

[intransit4you]

im a 16F who weighs 95lbs and is 5ft
never made a friend by talking to them first
fast metabolism so I abuse it by eating like shit and sometimes I cant control myself
on school breaks I stay inside at all times, don't even willingly eat out with my parents
I talk to anyone online even knowing the dangers of doing so (I follow the basics and precautions)
I used to fantasize about bad stuff happening to me, I still do but not really
I don't really care about anything or anyone, and I do its probably because it benefits me or my future
I used to look up to my friends that showed up in fresh cuts in school
I refuse to get help after all these years
I let things happen to me
I'm an extreme maladaptive daydreamer who hasn't gone a day since the 5th grade without talking to themselves
my daydreams can make me paranoid even if I know they're not there
ive gotten grade repair several times since 8th grade
nearly joined tcc in the 6th grade because of jeffrey dahmer
ive been labeled emotionless, selfish, lazy
im an atheist and a pessimist, but I'm just a negative person in general lowkey
and im quick to give my parents attitude without even realizing

 

[Born Superior]

im a 16F who weighs 95lbs and is 5ft
never made a friend by talking to them first
fast metabolism so I abuse it by eating like shit and sometimes I cant control myself
on school breaks I stay inside at all times, don't even willingly eat out with my parents
I talk to anyone online even knowing the dangers of doing so (I follow the basics and precautions)
I used to fantasize about bad stuff happening to me, I still do but not really
I don't really care about anything or anyone, and I do its probably because it benefits me or my future
I used to look up to my friends that showed up in fresh cuts in school
I refuse to get help after all these years
I let things happen to me
I'm an extreme maladaptive daydreamer who hasn't gone a day since the 5th grade without talking to themselves
my daydreams can make me paranoid even if I know they're not there
ive gotten grade repair several times since 8th grade
nearly joined tcc in the 6th grade because of jeffrey dahmer
ive been labeled emotionless, selfish, lazy
im an atheist and a pessimist, but I'm just a negative person in general lowkey
and im quick to give my parents attitude without even realizing

dnr

 

[Born Superior]

I used to fantasize about bad stuff happening to me, I still do but not really

I used to look up to my friends that showed up in fresh cuts in school

 

[Jawggernaut Mewlord]

Labels are retarded. I do not praise them at all.

But if I had to, I would pick maybe coon?

 

[Gengar]

I used to fantasize about bad stuff happening to me, I still do but not really

What does this even mean?

 

[intransit4you]

dnr

Son

 

[Born Superior]

im a 16F who weighs 95lbs and is 5ft
never made a friend by talking to them first
fast metabolism so I abuse it by eating like shit and sometimes I cant control myself
on school breaks I stay inside at all times, don't even willingly eat out with my parents
I talk to anyone online even knowing the dangers of doing so (I follow the basics and precautions)
I used to fantasize about bad stuff happening to me, I still do but not really
I don't really care about anything or anyone, and I do its probably because it benefits me or my future
I used to look up to my friends that showed up in fresh cuts in school
I refuse to get help after all these years
I let things happen to me
I'm an extreme maladaptive daydreamer who hasn't gone a day since the 5th grade without talking to themselves
my daydreams can make me paranoid even if I know they're not there
ive gotten grade repair several times since 8th grade
nearly joined tcc in the 6th grade because of jeffrey dahmer
ive been labeled emotionless, selfish, lazy
im an atheist and a pessimist, but I'm just a negative person in general lowkey
and im quick to give my parents attitude without even realizing

what's tcc

 

[intransit4you]

Labels are retarded. I do not praise them at all.

But if I had to, I would pick maybe coon?

they are SO fucking retarded but I always like to collect them to think ahead idk
I'm on a school Chromebook with 3 violations can you give me the definition because I know its a slur

 

[intransit4you]

what's tcc

true crime community, half of them glorify these murderers and r*pists and shit and the other half just studies them. I used to study them a lot back in elementary and middle school

 

[intransit4you]

What does this even mean?

getting kidnapped or murdered or robbed, the basic crimes usually
I was just so bored of my daily life I craved for stupid shit

 

[Born Superior]

true crime community, half of them glorify these murderers and r*pists and shit and the other half just studies them. I used to study them a lot back in elementary and middle school

yeah you need help

 

[Gengar]

getting kidnapped or murdered or robbed, the basic crimes usually
I was just so bored of my daily life I craved for stupid shit

damn don’t be fantasizing about that

 

[intransit4you]

yeah you need help

I know but I have really good self control, last year in January-may I had the craziest su**dal ideation but I never acted on that stuff or anything. never acted on my intrusive thoughts or anything
plus I don't need pity from my family and friends and more money gone down the drain if I know it wont do anything

 

[Gengar]

what's tcc

t****y CupCake

 

[Born Superior]

I know but I have really good self control,

and im quick to give my parents attitude without even realizing

 

[intransit4you]

self control when it comes to my mental problems
the attitude problem I usually keep it subtle but noticeable so they can catch on, its also usually when they pick on me. Mexican family

 

[yasycat]

:/

 

[intransit4you]

:/

chill on me cuh I'm just a babeh ;-;

 

[yasycat]

chill on me cuh I'm just a babeh ;-;

 

[Hyaluronic]

Not a fucking molecule

 

[Hyaluronic]

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[yasycat]

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is this the guy that did the amongus happy meal at 3 am videos in like 2021

 

[intransit4you]

Not a fucking molecule

give me a molecule definition is this referring to clavicular or someone who is very low on physical attraction....that's what google said though

 

[Hyaluronic]

is this the guy that did the amongus happy meal at 3 am videos in like 2021

Nah just some bloated chipmunk

 

[Jawggernaut Mewlord]

they are SO fucking retarded but I always like to collect them to think ahead idk
I'm on a school Chromebook with 3 violations can you give me the definition because I know its a slur

Good for nothing is not a slur imo

 

[intransit4you]

is this the guy that did the amongus happy meal at 3 am videos in like 2021

did you see his tung tung tung sahur videos they made me die the other day

 

[Hyaluronic]

give me a molecule definition is this referring to clavicular or someone who is very low on physical attraction....that's what google said though

No, Im saying I didn’t read a single molecule of your text

 

[Hyaluronic]

did you see his tung tung tung sahur videos they made me die the other day

Oh my fucking god

 

[yasycat]

did you see his tung tung tung sahur videos they made me die the other day

no man sorry i did not see his tung tung tung sahur videos

 

[intransit4you]

No, Im saying I didn’t read a single molecule of your text

b-b-b-but

 

[intransit4you]

Oh my fucking god
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dude STop I can't help what tickles me
this is lowkey making me laugh in the middle of courts class

 

[intransit4you]

Good for nothing is not a slur imo

oh I grew up being told that
are we all good for nothings

 

[Hyaluronic]

dude STop I can't help what tickles me
this is lowkey making me laugh in the middle of courts class

Tell your teacher that looking at clavicular tickles you

 

[intransit4you]

Tell your teacher that looking at clavicular tickles you

trying to fucking sabotage me
that'll go down as one of my most awkward moments in history willingly joking with a teacher that wont understand

 

[Hyaluronic]

trying to fucking sabotage me
that'll go down as one of my most awkward moments in history willingly joking with a teacher that wont understand

Yeah you lowkey deserve it

 

[Spuffy]

not sure what you mean by a label. if youre looking for a diagnosis, then this is not the place. do you have a plan for after you graduate high school? if anything i think the thing youre lacking is motivation considering the fact it seems youve given up on life.

when did this all start? i was similar to you at 16

 

[moewzerz]

Poor little soul

 

[intransit4you]

not sure what you mean by a label. if youre looking for a diagnosis, then this is not the place. do you have a plan for after you graduate high school? if anything i think the thing youre lacking is motivation considering the fact it seems youve given up on life.

when did this all start? i was similar to you at 16

I've been like this my whole life, I guess its the fact that Ive had unlimited internet access since I was 5yrs old, but I still feel like I'd be if not somewhat the same without it

ever since trump was elected 2nd term and all this shit going down in the world and fearing if one day i'll get thrown to the ground and get deported I've just really been caring less and less about my future and if there's even a point in anything if we all just die, that and considering we are so far back the damage is irreversible atp

 

[intransit4you]

not sure what you mean by a label. if youre looking for a diagnosis, then this is not the place. do you have a plan for after you graduate high school? if anything i think the thing youre lacking is motivation considering the fact it seems youve given up on life.

when did this all start? i was similar to you at 16

oh I forgot to answer about the plan
my hope lands on being a forensic scientist or maybe a forensic artist, and I need 4-5 years of college for either of those. if things work out in whatever aspect I plan on heading to shsu
I just don't want to end up on the streets living paycheck to paycheck considering how pricy things are today, can only imagine by the time im an adult

 

[Spuffy]

I've been like this my whole life, I guess its the fact that Ive had unlimited internet access since I was 5yrs old, but I still feel like I'd be if not somewhat the same without it

ever since trump was elected 2nd term and all this shit going down in the world and fearing if one day i'll get thrown to the ground and get deported I've just really been caring less and less about my future and if there's even a point in anything if we all just die, that and considering we are so far back the damage is irreversible atp

that makes a lot of sense. it sounds dumb but you should actually be happy that you can name a reason for why you lost motivation or drive for your future. its not like youre truly hopeless, and maybe youre just burnt out

oh I forgot to answer about the plan
my hope lands on being a forensic scientist or maybe a forensic artist, and I need 4-5 years of college for either of those. if things work out in whatever aspect I plan on heading to shsu
I just don't want to end up on the streets living paycheck to paycheck considering how pricy things are today, can only imagine by the time im an adult

at 14-17 i was also an atheist and wanted to be a forensic scientist too! its a female dominated role as well. i wanted to give myself more choices though, and ended up going to college for biochemistry which can be easily applied to forensics in the future (im a freshman). i hope this is an inspiration or at least that we have something in common, which i think is cool. im happy you have a vision for a potential future, even if its hard. its realistic to not want the worst for you (aka living paycheck to paycheck). anyways i hope all goes well with you, and things will get better

 

[xy2m]

im a 16F who weighs 95lbs and is 5ft
never made a friend by talking to them first
fast metabolism so I abuse it by eating like shit and sometimes I cant control myself
on school breaks I stay inside at all times, don't even willingly eat out with my parents
I talk to anyone online even knowing the dangers of doing so (I follow the basics and precautions)
I used to fantasize about bad stuff happening to me, I still do but not really
I don't really care about anything or anyone, and I do its probably because it benefits me or my future
I used to look up to my friends that showed up in fresh cuts in school
I refuse to get help after all these years
I let things happen to me
I'm an extreme maladaptive daydreamer who hasn't gone a day since the 5th grade without talking to themselves
my daydreams can make me paranoid even if I know they're not there
ive gotten grade repair several times since 8th grade
nearly joined tcc in the 6th grade because of jeffrey dahmer
ive been labeled emotionless, selfish, lazy
im an atheist and a pessimist, but I'm just a negative person in general lowkey
and im quick to give my parents attitude without even realizing

shut the fuck up tbh

 

[xy2m]

im sorry that was mean lowkey

 

[intransit4you]

im sorry that was mean lowkey

this made me laugh LMFAO it made up for it

 

[intransit4you]

that makes a lot of sense. it sounds dumb but you should actually be happy that you can name a reason for why you lost motivation or drive for your future. its not like youre truly hopeless, and maybe youre just burnt out

at 14-17 i was also an atheist and wanted to be a forensic scientist too! its a female dominated role as well. i wanted to give myself more choices though, and ended up going to college for biochemistry which can be easily applied to forensics in the future (im a freshman). i hope this is an inspiration or at least that we have something in common, which i think is cool. im happy you have a vision for a potential future, even if its hard. its realistic to not want the worst for you (aka living paycheck to paycheck). anyways i hope all goes well with you, and things will get better

thanks so much! yeah I am super burnt out LOL I'm just figuring everything out very slowly as my adulthood approaches, and it is helpful a bit to know you relate to me somewhat c: