Do you even bother developing a crush if you're a sub5? Like what's the point of having a crush?

[ZoomerPsycho]

I don't think I've ever had a crush on a girl in High School and College



I recall thinking "What's the point of even developing one?"



The girl I would crush on would find me repulsive and only be attracted to Giga-Chad. So there was no point in even having a crush or developing feelings for anyone



I've lived 24 years of my life without having a single crush on anybody and it will likely stay that way

 

[Randomized Shame]

I felt that so hard. Even reading what you wrote in my current state, that emotion feels raw still lol.

At first I thought I was incapable of love because I never had crushes. The other boys in school talked about the girls and they asked if I liked anyone. When I said no, they didn't believe me and for some reason that made me feel embarrassed at the time. Even the most ugliest dudes in school still had crushes and I felt broken. I genuinely couldn't form one though because I felt absolutely hopeless about forming a relationship that I didn't even consider it a possibility and that those emotions were going to get in my way. Oof.

You brought back some memories. Tough.

 

[Currycelloser]

I don't think I've ever had a crush on a girl in High School and College



I recall thinking "What's the point of even developing one?"



The girl I would crush on would find me repulsive and only be attracted to Giga-Chad. So there was no point in even having a crush or developing feelings for anyone



I've lived 24 years of my life without having a single crush on anybody and it will likely stay that way

True, you are like me except I am 17