Rage Expressing my hatred (vent thread)

[femboysNaddie]

Before you read this I want to express that I’m trying to pull pity from people, I’m trying to find people who relate to me. Also I will be talking about my mental illnesses so if you think that’s corny or that’s a trigger dnr this


SELF HATRED

The self hate I posses is beyond a normgroids comprehension, my existence, my atoms, cells, heartbeat, everything I do is mediocre and below. I will never be good enough to find a wife but not bad enough to be alone forever, I will simply be a mere friend in someone’s own life.


HATING ND LARPERS AND NT PEOPLE
I genuinely hate normgroids so fucking much. All my life I’ve been ostracized, bullied, looked at weird, etc. all because I’m akward, every step I take i question every time i move its timed everything i do is a act to please normies, and when im by myself i don’t do anything but lay down and doomscroll. I don’t know who i am when im not preforming.

So yeah bro just keep larping as a nd it’s so cool like TNTD right? Like it’s not like my schizophrenia ppd and autism severely affect me in ways where I probably won’t be able to hold a job and rope at 19. So fucking cool man

 

[wxnter]

@vespertine

 

[tmpll]

you like, overreact so much especially with your appearance, you say you're like subhuman when your hltn

 

[polgrev]

Before you read this I want to express that I’m trying to pull pity from people, I’m trying to find people who relate to me. Also I will be talking about my mental illnesses so if you think that’s corny or that’s a trigger dnr this


SELF HATRED

The self hate I posses is beyond a normgroids comprehension, my existence, my atoms, cells, heartbeat, everything I do is mediocre and below. I will never be good enough to find a wife but not bad enough to be alone forever, I will simply be a mere friend in someone’s own life.


HATING ND LARPERS AND NT PEOPLE
I genuinely hate normgroids so fucking much. All my life I’ve been ostracized, bullied, looked at weird, etc. all because I’m akward, every step I take i question every time i move its timed everything i do is a act to please normies, and when im by myself i don’t do anything but lay down and doomscroll. I don’t know who i am when im not preforming.

So yeah bro just keep larping as a nd it’s so cool like TNTD right? Like it’s not like my schizophrenia ppd and autism severely affect me in ways where I probably won’t be able to hold a job and rope at 19. So fucking cool man

@Rovea

 

[femboysNaddie]

you like, overreact so much especially with your appearance, you say you're like subhuman when your hltn

Your bold to assume I’m overreacting when you have no idea what is going on in my life

 

[tmpll]

Your bold to assume I’m overreacting when you have no idea what is going on in my life

i mostly mean your appearance

 

[femboysNaddie]

i mostly mean your appearance

I don’t rate myself based upon ratios I rate myself on how I’m treated due to my looks. I’m treated as a subhuman so I’m subhuman. Human interaction is the only true way to measure attractiveness, it’s through other humans

 

[tmpll]

I don’t rate myself based upon ratios I rate myself on how I’m treated due to my looks. I’m treated as a subhuman so I’m subhuman. Human interaction is the only true way to measure attractiveness, it’s through other humans

how tall are you

 

[nomi]

Before you read this I want to express that I’m trying to pull pity from people, I’m trying to find people who relate to me. Also I will be talking about my mental illnesses so if you think that’s corny or that’s a trigger dnr this


SELF HATRED

The self hate I posses is beyond a normgroids comprehension, my existence, my atoms, cells, heartbeat, everything I do is mediocre and below. I will never be good enough to find a wife but not bad enough to be alone forever, I will simply be a mere friend in someone’s own life.


HATING ND LARPERS AND NT PEOPLE
I genuinely hate normgroids so fucking much. All my life I’ve been ostracized, bullied, looked at weird, etc. all because I’m akward, every step I take i question every time i move its timed everything i do is a act to please normies, and when im by myself i don’t do anything but lay down and doomscroll. I don’t know who i am when im not preforming.

So yeah bro just keep larping as a nd it’s so cool like TNTD right? Like it’s not like my schizophrenia ppd and autism severely affect me in ways where I probably won’t be able to hold a job and rope at 19. So fucking cool man

I understand
putting on a mask every day to please people all the time is tiring, it's kinda like fighting 2 versions of you in your head
the version of you that pretends to be someone they're not and the other version of you where, you don't even know who you are
honestly I struggle with similar things so you're not alone dw

 

[femboysNaddie]

how tall are you

Tall enough to please people but not tall enough for it to take away from my recessed orbitals and flat maxilla

 

[femboysNaddie]

I understand
putting on a mask every day to please people all the time is tiring, it's kinda like fighting 2 versions of you in your head
the version of you that pretends to be someone they're not and the other version of you where, you don't even know who you are
honestly I struggle with similar things so you're not alone dw

Thank you

 

[tmpll]

Tall enough to please people but not tall enough for it to take away from my recessed orbitals and flat maxilla

tbh im honestly confused, cause you not even ugly at all

also sorry for saying you were overreacting earlier im just now noticing how that could have been a dick thing to say

 

[femboysNaddie]

tbh im honestly confused, cause you not even ugly at all

also sorry for saying you were overreacting earlier im just now noticing how that could have been a dick thing to say

It’s alright lol, I wasn’t mad I forgive you. But idk. If I were to just post my pics on a random account people would jfl

 

[tmpll]

It’s alright lol, I wasn’t mad I forgive you. But idk. If I were to just post my pics on a random account people would jfl

your only flaw that i saw was you canthal tilt and mouth to nose ratio which dont hold you back too much

 

[femboysNaddie]

your only flaw that i saw was you canthal tilt and mouth to nose ratio which dont hold you back too much

Bitemporal area, middle third, nose bump, infraorbitals and radix are also cooked

 

[!oser]

i wish i could help you, man

you didn't do anything to deserve such a life

is there anything i can do?

 

[femboysNaddie]

i wish i could help you, man

you didn't do anything to deserve such a life

is there anything i can do?

Nah man, it’s all cool it’s been like this for 2 years I’m used to it

 

[femboysNaddie]

i wish i could help you, man

you didn't do anything to deserve such a life

is there anything i can do?

You can follow me on tiktok so I have someone to send videos too lmao xanoes1

 

[!oser]

Nah man, it’s all cool it’s been like this for 2 years I’m used to it

do you have anyone you can talk to though?

 

[femboysNaddie]

do you have anyone you can talk to though?

If I told anyone what I am thinking they’ll look at me as a sick person. I just wanted to express my hatred.

 

[!oser]

If I told anyone what I am thinking they’ll look at me as a sick person. I just wanted to express my hatred.

valid

you can always vent in my DMs if you really do have no one to vent to

 

[Deleted Member 130757]

Mayocuck classic

 

[vespertine]

poor thing

 

[_wayland]

It's alright we despise you too

 

[femboysNaddie]

It's alright we despise you too

Awh Ty bb

 

[Archived]

mi

I don’t rate myself based upon ratios I rate myself on how I’m treated due to my looks. I’m treated as a subhuman so I’m subhuman. Human interaction is the only true way to measure attractiveness, it’s through other humans

you might be a bad person idk,might not just be your looks

 

[femboysNaddie]

mi

you might be a bad person idk,might not just be your looks

Unlike on here I don’t talk to people irl so how would they know I’m a bad person. I know I am but they wouldn’t know that

 

[Archived]

Unlike on here I don’t talk to people irl so how would they know I’m a bad person. I know I am but they wouldn’t know that

hence why your treated as a subhuman stop being a loser

 

[femboysNaddie]

hence why your treated as a subhuman stop being a loser

I can’t just stop being a loser
I’m actually nd
It’s in my genes

 

[Archived]

I can’t just stop being a loser
I’m actually nd
It’s in my genes

copemaxxed

 

[femboysNaddie]

You just wouldn’t understand big dawg

copemaxxed

 

[Archived]

You just wouldn’t understand big dawg

im nd i use it as cope too

 

[femboysNaddie]

im nd i use it as cope too

You have ppd schizophrenia and autism? It’s my fault I suspect everyone of hating me? After a while of paranoia you start hating anyone and then you are a bad person because no one deserves to be hated

 

[Archived]

You have ppd schizophrenia and autism? It’s my fault I suspect everyone of hating me? After a while of paranoia you start hating anyone and then you are a bad person because no one deserves to be hated

holy cope

 

[femboysNaddie]

holy cope

Lol yeah look ppd up bro

 

[Archived]

Lol yeah look ppd up bro

are u diagnosed

 

[femboysNaddie]

are u diagnosed

yeah, i go to a psychologist and psychiatrist. im on quelbree tenex and risperidone. i cant have stimulants cus i have a big history of abuse