Serious genuinely wtaf do I even do lmao (rant)

[purposmaxxing]

is there like a method to rewire my brain or something to make me a normie again??? im tired of dis shit dawg I'm in a standstill???

like n***a I just wanna do something extravagant what's a high ROI looksmaxx. no no no better yet I'm just gonna like genuinely imma just like I'd not even know what to do, I js been working out and shit like 4 times a week full body just trying to pack on muscle cuz I'm almost 17 and 5'10 and 130 lbs but like idk I'm pretty lean just inflamed and sheet but like I cant even construct a proper regimen anymore... like dude I just wanna b niche and fall into the hands of a alt HTB and life set ez but like n***a I know I can genuinely ascend so hard but my f****t n****r mind is lazy ash no determination for anything likei don't want ts bad enough but n***a I do like I don't see myself on these forums months from now I see myself as composed and put together and shit.

dude I don't even go to school I js been skipping and sheet tryna get my life tg but I gen cant. n***a I just wish I was maxed out as a bitch roaming the hallways wit that HTN gaze type sheet ya feel me like I wanna be on dat typa timing like I want dis shi to be ez asf I wanna be handed the ascension type shit cuz I'm gen just lazy as a bitch like I'm a lazy cunt, but n***a at this point like my only goal is to ascend to CL and then slay a ND, alt HTB like n***a why do I feel so much pressure to ascend like its like gen evb be saying how much h I'm wasting m y entire life being a f7ucking chudlarpinator on forums I'm such a LOW IQ GRUNT it s the worst its like I gen b resorting back to medivial kshami times and be doing lymphatic drainiainge and drinking coconut water and all this normie cope because nothing else is working I'm a inflamed 24/7bloated grunt Its such ropefuel boi...

I js wanted to type words dude but this shit been pissing me off I be tracking everyday and shit like if I just did some certain things and stuck with some shit I'm sure asl I wouldn't have to even say all this shit right now and I would have BEEN slaying along time ago. LIKE n***a THATS just what pissss me off the most k nowing that I could be a genuine slayer yet instead I'm a fucknig bloated bitch n***a who can t even do the basics like wtaf....

I've tried everything revolving weight and shit I've tried getting really lean and I already am lean asabitch with decent muscle like there's no reason I should still be a perma bloated chu d dude I'm gonna do a gandy prayer ritual ??? I don't know what else to do???? genuinely what do I do anymore this shit fin pmo .....

im dying my hair black tommarow hopefully that gives me more motive I js cant....


beyond annoying that I look unhealthy.

 

[purposmaxxing]

read it all faggots

 

[missingdollparts_]

is there like a method to rewire my brain or something to make me a normie again??? im tired of dis shit dawg I'm in a standstill???

like n***a I just wanna do something extravagant what's a high ROI looksmaxx. no no no better yet I'm just gonna like genuinely imma just like I'd not even know what to do, I js been working out and shit like 4 times a week full body just trying to pack on muscle cuz I'm almost 17 and 5'10 and 130 lbs but like idk I'm pretty lean just inflamed and sheet but like I cant even construct a proper regimen anymore... like dude I just wanna b niche and fall into the hands of a alt HTB and life set ez but like n***a I know I can genuinely ascend so hard but my f****t n****r mind is lazy ash no determination for anything likei don't want ts bad enough but n***a I do like I don't see myself on these forums months from now I see myself as composed and put together and shit.

dude I don't even go to school I js been skipping and sheet tryna get my life tg but I gen cant. n***a I just wish I was maxed out as a bitch roaming the hallways wit that HTN gaze type sheet ya feel me like I wanna be on dat typa timing like I want dis shi to be ez asf I wanna be handed the ascension type shit cuz I'm gen just lazy as a bitch like I'm a lazy cunt, but n***a at this point like my only goal is to ascend to CL and then slay a ND, alt HTB like n***a why do I feel so much pressure to ascend like its like gen evb be saying how much h I'm wasting m y entire life being a f7ucking chudlarpinator on forums I'm such a LOW IQ GRUNT it s the worst its like I gen b resorting back to medivial kshami times and be doing lymphatic drainiainge and drinking coconut water and all this normie cope because nothing else is working I'm a inflamed 24/7bloated grunt Its such ropefuel boi...

I js wanted to type words dude but this shit been pissing me off I be tracking everyday and shit like if I just did some certain things and stuck with some shit I'm sure asl I wouldn't have to even say all this shit right now and I would have BEEN slaying along time ago. LIKE n***a THATS just what pissss me off the most k nowing that I could be a genuine slayer yet instead I'm a fucknig bloated bitch n***a who can t even do the basics like wtaf....

I've tried everything revolving weight and shit I've tried getting really lean and I already am lean asabitch with decent muscle like there's no reason I should still be a perma bloated chu d dude I'm gonna do a gandy prayer ritual ??? I don't know what else to do???? genuinely what do I do anymore this shit fin pmo .....

im dying my hair black tommarow hopefully that gives me more motive I js cant....


beyond annoying that I look unhealthy.

I understand being fixated on your looks, I do that shit everyday but you can't expect yourself to find motivation if you don't get better mentally. go to school, talk to people, live life in general. once you're feeling better about yourself then get back into lm.

obviously still go to the gym but don't over think about making your looks better. it's easier said then done but once you're in a better mental state things WILL get better

like dude I just wanna b niche and fall into the hands of a alt HTB

me too

 

[YesIamHuman]

Dnr but cool story

 

[Ferulian]

dnr