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ihatemeletsdie
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uni in 3 days am i cooked
i didn't realize how much time i wasted by just being depressed so now it really dawning on me to try to get my shit together
noticed pretty late how i started eating like shit / stopped going on walks in such a short amount of time
spent almost all my time rotting in bed etc. etc.
i dont feel like it'll do much to help my face being bloated and the horrible acne i get but im trying
trying to lower my cortisol levels by engaging in self-care, better thoughts and things that make me feel better - i think im getting better, im not sure? everytime i say this i jinx myself into another rut bro so i'd say im doing slightly OK
i genuinely cannot skip on the morning chai i have with my breakfast because i'm so addicted to it but that's the only source of processed sugar i'm going to permit myself to consume. I'll slowly decrease the amount i use tho. knocking down evening chai too if that even matters.
i hope it doesn't nerf my progress significantly.
what can i expect? i know i'll be good at holding myself back once i start.
because of how often we get sodas with every single meal at my house, it's super hard to resist them.
i know im literally drinking liquid sugar poison and i feel so bad but i'm addicted help help
yes my acne has gotten worse
i wash my face better and am moisturizing daily so i know it's linked to my poor gut health most likely but idk im not an expert!
pics removed to not seek attention
i didn't realize how much time i wasted by just being depressed so now it really dawning on me to try to get my shit together
noticed pretty late how i started eating like shit / stopped going on walks in such a short amount of time
spent almost all my time rotting in bed etc. etc.
i dont feel like it'll do much to help my face being bloated and the horrible acne i get but im trying
trying to lower my cortisol levels by engaging in self-care, better thoughts and things that make me feel better - i think im getting better, im not sure? everytime i say this i jinx myself into another rut bro so i'd say im doing slightly OK
i genuinely cannot skip on the morning chai i have with my breakfast because i'm so addicted to it but that's the only source of processed sugar i'm going to permit myself to consume. I'll slowly decrease the amount i use tho. knocking down evening chai too if that even matters.
i hope it doesn't nerf my progress significantly.
what can i expect? i know i'll be good at holding myself back once i start.
because of how often we get sodas with every single meal at my house, it's super hard to resist them.
i know im literally drinking liquid sugar poison and i feel so bad but i'm addicted help help
i wash my face better and am moisturizing daily so i know it's linked to my poor gut health most likely but idk im not an expert!
pics removed to not seek attention
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