subbbhuman
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I've been insecure about my color and acne forever. Ive been considering roping ever since I was 10.
It absolutely infuriates me seeing whites complain about mtn hell or being short when I'll be subhuman with no possible maxing to make me lighter and actually appealing.
My weights been dropping a considerable amount since I've been too depressed to eat anything but so what? I'll still feel inferior to everyone else and ascension isn't possible if you're dark with this hair. I've seen black looksmaxxers but they all look horrendous with haskell being the only exception.
The only thing that's stopped me from roping is the possibility of getting lighter because of sammy sosa, I've looked into possible lighting surgeries but there's absolutely nothing since their all probably illegal in the US hence the zero advertisements and there's no sites that show you alternative counties to lightmaxx. My only hope is bleaching but that'll probably mess with my skin forever leading me back to the latter, roping. My only decent attribute is my height since I'm 6'2 but I still envy short mtn white skins.
Id do absolutely anything to be beige, warm beige or natural. Id rather rope than be brown and chronically depressed for the rest of my life. I haven't genuinely smiled in years since I'm so damn insecure about my pigment.
I hate dreads, c hair, and my pigment. I just want a lighter complexion. But that's seemingly impossible unless someone here has anything I can use so I can also get a rhinoplasty and start my life after also getting straight hair and passing off as a lighter Indian or something.
ps to all bleaching haters what's the difference between that and tanning? Id rather have skin cancer than be brown forever
It absolutely infuriates me seeing whites complain about mtn hell or being short when I'll be subhuman with no possible maxing to make me lighter and actually appealing.
My weights been dropping a considerable amount since I've been too depressed to eat anything but so what? I'll still feel inferior to everyone else and ascension isn't possible if you're dark with this hair. I've seen black looksmaxxers but they all look horrendous with haskell being the only exception.
The only thing that's stopped me from roping is the possibility of getting lighter because of sammy sosa, I've looked into possible lighting surgeries but there's absolutely nothing since their all probably illegal in the US hence the zero advertisements and there's no sites that show you alternative counties to lightmaxx. My only hope is bleaching but that'll probably mess with my skin forever leading me back to the latter, roping. My only decent attribute is my height since I'm 6'2 but I still envy short mtn white skins.
Id do absolutely anything to be beige, warm beige or natural. Id rather rope than be brown and chronically depressed for the rest of my life. I haven't genuinely smiled in years since I'm so damn insecure about my pigment.
I hate dreads, c hair, and my pigment. I just want a lighter complexion. But that's seemingly impossible unless someone here has anything I can use so I can also get a rhinoplasty and start my life after also getting straight hair and passing off as a lighter Indian or something.
ps to all bleaching haters what's the difference between that and tanning? Id rather have skin cancer than be brown forever