Chat ive been driving myself crazy over my ex snd idk wut to do anymore
Im in full blown psychosis atp my pupils have been blown up for weeks
Do I keep taking care of myself, staying sober, and trying to win him back
Or do I lowk trash this life and fully give up
Cuz like yk being loved and happy is great but idrk if thats an option and doing drugs everyday and couch hopping party to party sounds pretty good rn
Im in full blown psychosis atp my pupils have been blown up for weeks
Do I keep taking care of myself, staying sober, and trying to win him back
Or do I lowk trash this life and fully give up
Cuz like yk being loved and happy is great but idrk if thats an option and doing drugs everyday and couch hopping party to party sounds pretty good rn
