Serious How Do I do Socialmaxxing?

[VRYAH]

I feel like for my whole life I've had a hard time socializing with new people. I'm pretty introverted and might be an Autist. I am curious how to approach people without feeling a weight on my chest. I feel like ever since I was like 5 I've struggled with small talk and finding Interests with other people. At school I have about 10-15 people I'm comfortable talking to, but when it comes to strangers and other peers I have a hard time approaching . I've also had this problem in romantic relationships. I've never been the first one to approach a girl. Every girl I've either dated or been in a talking stage with has been the first to approach me. Even with my teachers I'm quiet and don't communicate well, as I find it awkward. Honestly a big reason why I do looksmaxxing is because there's so much I lack Socially. Ultimately I wanna appear the best Externally because of my Anti-socialness. In the future after high-school I want to move to a large city and go clubbing non stop, but if I don't make a change my face card will be the only thing I can bank on.

Is their any tips that you would recommend to me that will help me with this issue I've had. Its been bugging me my whole life.

 

[aspiringstacy]

ive been the same my whole life but ill just accept im nd and its over for me