how do i stop this bad cycle + advice needed

[whitemonster_drink]

im slowly becoming a chud, idk if thats the right word but im failing school, im getting fat and i hate who im becoming,

about school
im lonely at school everyone in my class gets along while im just sorta there, its pathetic but ever since the school year started it was like this, it affects me a lot mentally at first i was crying everyday trying to be the best for somebodys approval wheter its the teachers or adult around me but ive come to the realization they dont care about me either, i lost all motivation for school and my grades are dropping im lucky to even have a 7 average in some classes, tomorrow my mums sending a email saying im not coming anymore and im changing school as soon as possible, and yes i talked to her, im worried ill still be a failure in my possible next school so how can i make friends and get the motivation to study more?

about my weight,
since a few weeks ago i stopped caring and ate whatever i want, im pretty sure theres some weight gain and my mum noticed, shes worried i migt have diabetes and im gonna be tested, i have a long family history of it and some of the signs, i cant seem to stop eating, please give me advice how to stop fatmaxxing

about myself,

i used to be so kind and happy and loved school but now im the oppesite, ive become a angry and tired girl and im either calm and hiding emotions or angry and raging and its towards the only people who love me, i dont know whats wrong with me i just need any advice to help fix me



idk if this is clear enough or well written, sorry if it isnt but any advice im gonna be thankful for

 

[unknownlarp]

im slowly becoming a chud, idk if thats the right word but im failing school, im getting fat and i hate who im becoming,

about school
im lonely at school everyone in my class gets along while im just sorta there, its pathetic but ever since the school year started it was like this, it affects me a lot mentally at first i was crying everyday trying to be the best for somebodys approval wheter its the teachers or adult around me but ive come to the realization they dont care about me either, i lost all motivation for school and my grades are dropping im lucky to even have a 7 average in some classes, tomorrow my mums sending a email saying im not coming anymore and im changing school as soon as possible, and yes i talked to her, im worried ill still be a failure in my possible next school so how can i make friends and get the motivation to study more?

about my weight,
since a few weeks ago i stopped caring and ate whatever i want, im pretty sure theres some weight gain and my mum noticed, shes worried i migt have diabetes and im gonna be tested, i have a long family history of it and some of the signs, i cant seem to stop eating, please give me advice how to stop fatmaxxing

about myself,

i used to be so kind and happy and loved school but now im the oppesite, ive become a angry and tired girl and im either calm and hiding emotions or angry and raging and its towards the only people who love me, i dont know whats wrong with me i just need any advice to help fix me



idk if this is clear enough or well written, sorry if it isnt but any advice im gonna be thankful for

 

[splanky]

im slowly becoming a chud, idk if thats the right word but im failing school, im getting fat and i hate who im becoming,

about school
im lonely at school everyone in my class gets along while im just sorta there, its pathetic but ever since the school year started it was like this, it affects me a lot mentally at first i was crying everyday trying to be the best for somebodys approval wheter its the teachers or adult around me but ive come to the realization they dont care about me either, i lost all motivation for school and my grades are dropping im lucky to even have a 7 average in some classes, tomorrow my mums sending a email saying im not coming anymore and im changing school as soon as possible, and yes i talked to her, im worried ill still be a failure in my possible next school so how can i make friends and get the motivation to study more?

about my weight,
since a few weeks ago i stopped caring and ate whatever i want, im pretty sure theres some weight gain and my mum noticed, shes worried i migt have diabetes and im gonna be tested, i have a long family history of it and some of the signs, i cant seem to stop eating, please give me advice how to stop fatmaxxing

about myself,

i used to be so kind and happy and loved school but now im the oppesite, ive become a angry and tired girl and im either calm and hiding emotions or angry and raging and its towards the only people who love me, i dont know whats wrong with me i just need any advice to help fix me


idk if this is clear enough or well written, sorry if it isnt but any advice im gonna be thankful for

this sounds stupid but try actually talking to your parents about it if you’re close with them they may help you more than people here probably

 

[LA_]

Girl fr I can't stop binging when will it end

 

[whitemonster_drink]

Girl fr I can't stop binging when will it end

same

 

[whitemonster_drink]

this sounds stupid but try actually talking to your parents about it if you’re close with them they may help you more than people here probably

ill try

 

[B45shots]

im slowly becoming a chud, idk if thats the right word but im failing school, im getting fat and i hate who im becoming,

about school
im lonely at school everyone in my class gets along while im just sorta there, its pathetic but ever since the school year started it was like this, it affects me a lot mentally at first i was crying everyday trying to be the best for somebodys approval wheter its the teachers or adult around me but ive come to the realization they dont care about me either, i lost all motivation for school and my grades are dropping im lucky to even have a 7 average in some classes, tomorrow my mums sending a email saying im not coming anymore and im changing school as soon as possible, and yes i talked to her, im worried ill still be a failure in my possible next school so how can i make friends and get the motivation to study more?

about my weight,
since a few weeks ago i stopped caring and ate whatever i want, im pretty sure theres some weight gain and my mum noticed, shes worried i migt have diabetes and im gonna be tested, i have a long family history of it and some of the signs, i cant seem to stop eating, please give me advice how to stop fatmaxxing

about myself,

i used to be so kind and happy and loved school but now im the oppesite, ive become a angry and tired girl and im either calm and hiding emotions or angry and raging and its towards the only people who love me, i dont know whats wrong with me i just need any advice to help fix me



idk if this is clear enough or well written, sorry if it isnt but any advice im gonna be thankful fo

im slowly becoming a chud, idk if thats the right word but im failing school, im getting fat and i hate who im becoming,

about school
im lonely at school everyone in my class gets along while im just sorta there, its pathetic but ever since the school year started it was like this, it affects me a lot mentally at first i was crying everyday trying to be the best for somebodys approval wheter its the teachers or adult around me but ive come to the realization they dont care about me either, i lost all motivation for school and my grades are dropping im lucky to even have a 7 average in some classes, tomorrow my mums sending a email saying im not coming anymore and im changing school as soon as possible, and yes i talked to her, im worried ill still be a failure in my possible next school so how can i make friends and get the motivation to study more?

about my weight,
since a few weeks ago i stopped caring and ate whatever i want, im pretty sure theres some weight gain and my mum noticed, shes worried i migt have diabetes and im gonna be tested, i have a long family history of it and some of the signs, i cant seem to stop eating, please give me advice how to stop fatmaxxing

about myself,

i used to be so kind and happy and loved school but now im the oppesite, ive become a angry and tired girl and im either calm and hiding emotions or angry and raging and its towards the only people who love me, i dont know whats wrong with me i just need any advice to help fix me



idk if this is clear enough or well written, sorry if it isnt but any advice im gonna be thankful for

my advice as a guy use that anger in being better instead of being angry at other and listen to a lot of clav helped me a lot

 

[xy2m]

im slowly becoming a chud, idk if thats the right word but im failing school, im getting fat and i hate who im becoming,

about school
im lonely at school everyone in my class gets along while im just sorta there, its pathetic but ever since the school year started it was like this, it affects me a lot mentally at first i was crying everyday trying to be the best for somebodys approval wheter its the teachers or adult around me but ive come to the realization they dont care about me either, i lost all motivation for school and my grades are dropping im lucky to even have a 7 average in some classes, tomorrow my mums sending a email saying im not coming anymore and im changing school as soon as possible, and yes i talked to her, im worried ill still be a failure in my possible next school so how can i make friends and get the motivation to study more?

about my weight,
since a few weeks ago i stopped caring and ate whatever i want, im pretty sure theres some weight gain and my mum noticed, shes worried i migt have diabetes and im gonna be tested, i have a long family history of it and some of the signs, i cant seem to stop eating, please give me advice how to stop fatmaxxing

about myself,

i used to be so kind and happy and loved school but now im the oppesite, ive become a angry and tired girl and im either calm and hiding emotions or angry and raging and its towards the only people who love me, i dont know whats wrong with me i just need any advice to help fix me



idk if this is clear enough or well written, sorry if it isnt but any advice im gonna be thankful for

its okay bhai same here

about no one caring about you in school
maybe thats not so bad
hmm think about it like this
people end up leaving anyways so its okay to be lonely especially in this period of life
you still have time to improve grades if you work really hard


about ur weight
try ur very best to put down the snacks
what ur doing is overeating because it gives you dopamine and your stressed out

you are not a angry tried girl you are just burned out
who you see yourself as right now is not the person your going to be for eternity
you still have time to change and you can do it step by step

anyways bye

 

[xy2m]

my advice as a guy use that anger in being better instead of being angry at other and listen to a lot of clav helped me a lot

im fucking crying

 

[Luxe]

im slowly becoming a chud, idk if thats the right word but im failing school, im getting fat and i hate who im becoming,

about school
im lonely at school everyone in my class gets along while im just sorta there, its pathetic but ever since the school year started it was like this, it affects me a lot mentally at first i was crying everyday trying to be the best for somebodys approval wheter its the teachers or adult around me but ive come to the realization they dont care about me either, i lost all motivation for school and my grades are dropping im lucky to even have a 7 average in some classes, tomorrow my mums sending a email saying im not coming anymore and im changing school as soon as possible, and yes i talked to her, im worried ill still be a failure in my possible next school so how can i make friends and get the motivation to study more?

about my weight,
since a few weeks ago i stopped caring and ate whatever i want, im pretty sure theres some weight gain and my mum noticed, shes worried i migt have diabetes and im gonna be tested, i have a long family history of it and some of the signs, i cant seem to stop eating, please give me advice how to stop fatmaxxing

about myself,

i used to be so kind and happy and loved school but now im the oppesite, ive become a angry and tired girl and im either calm and hiding emotions or angry and raging and its towards the only people who love me, i dont know whats wrong with me i just need any advice to help fix me



idk if this is clear enough or well written, sorry if it isnt but any advice im gonna be thankful for

 

[unknownlarp]

foids act like lifes hard