IvetteApostol
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Ok I might not be one of the most humble persons ever, maybe from family genetics and what not since my dad is also quite egotistical and narc.
But these days with these labels like cucked or cuck, for getting cheated on or someone else better stealing your potetial gf, etc.
This shit stings so bad, really emasculate you as a dude, and it's so hard to move on or get over it.
Context, I met this girl online some years ago, I barely even did anything and she got intensely obsessed with me, I am very sure she had BPD, but she never really knew the real me, and she kept giving me so much attention and all that stuff that it made me obsessed back. I was just a teen playing games and maybe kind and nice overall when this happened. She also for some reason started doing the same shit with other guys and that made me insanely jealous, and I started checking these other guys out and they're better than me physically and other fields like education and stuff, so I felt like I was automatically losing. However, I don't know if it's just my ego nature and stuff, but I managed to somehow rizz her so hard that she sort of chose me at the end, like I played on her mind and weakness and created a fantasy in her head that I am someone insanely good. Long story short, she found out the real me, and left me for one of those guys I mentioned earlier, and news came out and now everyone calls me a cuck, and yes I got traumatized by this and started watching cheating porn... I stopped recently due to the stigma and to heal my masculinity but I can't seem to recover from this situation. I mean I did everything I could, I destroyed some of those guys reputation and ego, but it just was not enough, my genetics are trash..
Also she was like my first love. (I was 17-18 at the time).
But these days with these labels like cucked or cuck, for getting cheated on or someone else better stealing your potetial gf, etc.
This shit stings so bad, really emasculate you as a dude, and it's so hard to move on or get over it.
Context, I met this girl online some years ago, I barely even did anything and she got intensely obsessed with me, I am very sure she had BPD, but she never really knew the real me, and she kept giving me so much attention and all that stuff that it made me obsessed back. I was just a teen playing games and maybe kind and nice overall when this happened. She also for some reason started doing the same shit with other guys and that made me insanely jealous, and I started checking these other guys out and they're better than me physically and other fields like education and stuff, so I felt like I was automatically losing. However, I don't know if it's just my ego nature and stuff, but I managed to somehow rizz her so hard that she sort of chose me at the end, like I played on her mind and weakness and created a fantasy in her head that I am someone insanely good. Long story short, she found out the real me, and left me for one of those guys I mentioned earlier, and news came out and now everyone calls me a cuck, and yes I got traumatized by this and started watching cheating porn... I stopped recently due to the stigma and to heal my masculinity but I can't seem to recover from this situation. I mean I did everything I could, I destroyed some of those guys reputation and ego, but it just was not enough, my genetics are trash..
Also she was like my first love. (I was 17-18 at the time).
