how to use nicotine

[AscensionOnly]

now, if you are a normal person. everything is okay for you, you have never felt like keeling yourself in your life ever
you probably dont need any of that just

but if you are like me, a rotter.

nicotine is amazing

as usual, since i am not a human anymore, i just like to fuck myself over and over, make my self feel worse

how do i make myself feel worse - i live in an apartment, thats number one. number 2, i go outside in the cold
and then you stay up late


and then you socialise, spend 6-8 hours on social media

you basically ldar all day, and then INTENTIONALLY make yourself feel worse

after that, you will feel like killing yourself and thats when your friend nicotine comes to help you from your modern ldar lifestyle

i love the transition, you could be feeling like you are about to buy the rope but then you take the nicotine and boom nothing fucking matters your girlfriend is about to leave, SHE'S AT THE DOOR! SHE IS LEAVING you

but you suddenly dont care, not even in the slightest bit, then you watch a joe rogan clip and he just says something random and you feel so happy and elightened, and then you see a funny clip on twitter, you show the widest grin ever

this high mental clairty state lasts for 1 hour and then its almost time to sleep

and then you repeat

you rot, you rise back and sleep

 

[Watchingoverus]

tryna quit nicotine but it’s impossible when I go to a college I hate waking up everyday with such self hate

 

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