I’m pretty sure I have a superiority complex and idk how to feel about it

[orchardroadbuilder]

Ever since I got crazy balls to the walls hot I developed a new hobby of observing and lowkey marvelling at normal people

It’s so hypocritical I was in thier shoes less than three years ago now u don’t even really view them as your equal, your fellow human beings anymore

Whoever I feel down I go on TikTok or 小红书 and look at vlogs of poor or ugly people to make myself feel grateful and appreciative

I shouldn’t have to put other people down to feel better about myself but I can’t stop myself

It’s like peering at shivering homeless people though my binoculars in a heated mansion in the dead of winter

Not productive and cruel

Whole point of bp was to acknowledge this difference in society and act on it not to just make yourself feel better about yourself

How do I even explain this to my therapist

 

[Nenestar]

Live life, brother

 

[orchardroadbuilder]

Live life, brother

IM BOT A GUY

 

[mus.]

same WE are too good for those worthless humans

 

[Nenestar]

IM BOT A GUY

date me then

 

[orchardroadbuilder]

date me then

Sorry nenestar if I saw you irl I wouldn’t even register your face probably

It’s a problem and I acknowledge it

Still wouldn’t tho

 

[Ruin]

Pathetic tbh this the modern varsion of : mid-low class people observing war situations , Gaza etc and discus about thmetc ..

 

[orchardroadbuilder]

same WE are too good for those worthless humans

Dm me and face reveal and I’ll either high five you or recoil in terror

 

[mus.]

Dm me and face reveal and I’ll either high five you or recoil in terror

whoa calm down there i’m NOT sending you my face

 

[orchardroadbuilder]

whoa calm down there i’m NOT sending you my face

Pleaseeeeee pretty please

 

[mus.]

Pleaseeeeee pretty please

not possible
and why would it matter how i look

 

[orchardroadbuilder]

not possible
and why would it matter how i look

Hmm I wonder why

 

[vampi]

Dnr but happy new year or something

 

[mus.]

Hmm I wonder why

posting myself is scary
i’m max lmtn ur gonna ghost me

 

[orchardroadbuilder]

posting myself is scary
i’m max lmtn ur gonna ghost me

I’d love to

 

[mus.]

I’d love to

you’d love to what

 

[orchardroadbuilder]

you’d love to what

Can’t ghost someone you’re not talking to in the first place

Don’t let me scare you I’m just some random on the internet I can’t hurt you

Physically anyways

Show me I’m curious now

 

[mus.]

Can’t ghost someone you’re not talking to in the first place

Don’t let me scare you I’m just some random on the internet I can’t hurt you

Physically anyways

Show me I’m curious now

you go first

 

[orchardroadbuilder]

you go first

No

 

[mus.]

No

then it ends here