I’m such a loser

[sophinaitor]

Im kinda js an average looking 16 year old, im “smart” but i feel dumb in every aspect, and living kinda just feels like a chore to me. I don’t see the point in it. I’ve tried picking up spirituality, the gym, art, new skills, etc. but everything is so unfulfilling. I wanted to be a writer when I was a kid; id spend hours upon hours writing books, but I realized as I got older that that would probably be nothing more for me than a lousy hobby because 90% of the population seems to not even read or appreciate literature anymore. Plus, math has always been my strong suit so in that way, my parents and the school system already set my dreams up for failure, but who needs dreams anyway? Who needs dreams when you can work in some 6x8 office space (if you’re lucky) with fluorescent lighting that makes your eyes twitch for 40 hours a week? We all go through these daily motions, things that we “have” to do, but wtf makes us think we have to actually do them? All we do is fight for survival. Why are any of us even on this lousy forum? Are we really THAT willing to work towards this daily “survival” that we smash our facial bones with hammers; bones that we NEED to sustain our body’s functionality and well being? We do this because we’re all, in some way inept. We’re losers. Every. Single. One. Of. Us. I am so insecure and desperate for control over my life that I actually invested my precious time, that I will never get back, to create an account on this forum. Everything is cope, I am doomed; not just because of my looks, but because I am a fcking loser.

 

[heavenly]

Ok

 

[Superior]

Im kinda js an average looking 16 year old, im “smart” but i feel dumb in every aspect, and living kinda just feels like a chore to me. I don’t see the point in it. I’ve tried picking up spirituality, the gym, art, new skills, etc. but everything is so unfulfilling. I wanted to be a writer when I was a kid; id spend hours upon hours writing books, but I realized as I got older that that would probably be nothing more for me than a lousy hobby because 90% of the population seems to not even read or appreciate literature anymore. Plus, math has always been my strong suit so in that way, my parents and the school system already set my dreams up for failure, but who needs dreams anyway? Who needs dreams when you can work in some 6x8 office space (if you’re lucky) with fluorescent lighting that makes your eyes twitch for 40 hours a week? We all go through these daily motions, things that we “have” to do, but wtf makes us think we have to actually do them? All we do is fight for survival. Why are any of us even on this lousy forum? Are we really THAT willing to work towards this daily “survival” that we smash our facial bones with hammers; bones that we NEED to sustain our body’s functionality and well being? We do this because we’re all, in some way inept. We’re losers. Every. Single. One. Of. Us. I am so insecure and desperate for control over my life that I actually invested my precious time, that I will never get back, to create an account on this forum. Everything is cope, I am doomed; not just because of my looks, but because I am a fcking loser.
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me eat me sleep me happy

 

[subhumanwasian]

Im kinda js an average looking 16 year old, im “smart” but i feel dumb in every aspect, and living kinda just feels like a chore to me. I don’t see the point in it. I’ve tried picking up spirituality, the gym, art, new skills, etc. but everything is so unfulfilling. I wanted to be a writer when I was a kid; id spend hours upon hours writing books, but I realized as I got older that that would probably be nothing more for me than a lousy hobby because 90% of the population seems to not even read or appreciate literature anymore. Plus, math has always been my strong suit so in that way, my parents and the school system already set my dreams up for failure, but who needs dreams anyway? Who needs dreams when you can work in some 6x8 office space (if you’re lucky) with fluorescent lighting that makes your eyes twitch for 40 hours a week? We all go through these daily motions, things that we “have” to do, but wtf makes us think we have to actually do them? All we do is fight for survival. Why are any of us even on this lousy forum? Are we really THAT willing to work towards this daily “survival” that we smash our facial bones with hammers; bones that we NEED to sustain our body’s functionality and well being? We do this because we’re all, in some way inept. We’re losers. Every. Single. One. Of. Us. I am so insecure and desperate for control over my life that I actually invested my precious time, that I will never get back, to create an account on this forum. Everything is cope, I am doomed; not just because of my looks, but because I am a fcking loser.
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you look good broski you're just getting overfixated on certain stuff

 

[RAJ GHRANDHICK]

 

[pokeluv]

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[Ghoultune]

Just continue writing bc there’s a community

 

[pokeluv]

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