I am grateful for what i have, yet i am still frustrated.

[ela67]

Like I got it all...a beautiful family, without health issues, two lovely dogs, my academic work is great, I have a scholarship yet this whole ooks thing ruins it all and I can't control it. Since my childhood I had an unhealthy conception about looks despite I haven't ever been bullied and it only gets worse as the time passes by.
I know I am not ugly and even a bit above average, but it is not enough for me...I want to be like these celebs that people worship, that get edits on tik tok, about whom others say "oh if just I had her face card". I want to stick out, I want people to say "she is so effortlessly pretty".
I want to be the female gaze literally

I know this is sick but I could not tell this to anyone irl.

 

[aladdinmaxxer]

Like I got it all...a beautiful family, without health issues, two lovely dogs, my academic work is great, I have a scholarship yet this whole ooks thing ruins it all and I can't control it. Since my childhood I had an unhealthy conception about looks despite I haven't ever been bullied and it only gets worse as the time passes by.
I know I am not ugly and even a bit above average, but it is not enough for me...I want to be like these celebs that people worship, that get edits on tik tok, about whom others say "oh if just I had her face card". I want to stick out, I want people to say "she is so effortlessly pretty".
I want to be the female gaze literally

I know this is sick but I could not tell this to anyone irl.

did not read a single molecule

 

[TonyDr]

I want to be like these celebs that people worship, that get edits on tik tok, about whom others say "oh if just I had her face card". I want to stick out, I want people to say "she is so effortlessly pretty".
I want to be the female gaze literally

Hardmaxxing and modelling asap then

 

[ela67]

Hardmaxxing and modelling asap then

I am too poor for surgery lol
And I couldn't cope with it...it will give me an identity crysis