I feel nothing but envy for him and how easy everything is for him. He does shit and school but the funny thing is he doesn't have to try, his parents have a multimillion dollar business that he is almost guaranteed to get. He talks to everyone, he has no fucking problem with it. He has a lot of friends which I clearly don't. He had a relationship in the past he could get in another one if he tried, if I was him I'd be slaying puss. Also this kid is always fucking happy being around him makes me want to take a knife to the skull . The worst part is his mom found his weed and she was fucking joking about it the next day like if I got caught I'm fuking dead. I wish I wasn't the way I am
