i can’t help but be emotional

[Chudlite]

i remember i had this girlfriend when i was 16, she was 14, this song reminds me of her

she was ugly to say the least… however this is where the true character and quality of my soul shows it’s splendor

She was a very sweet girl if im being frank, i think back to sigmund freud and the little statue of a hedgehog he had on his table,

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i feel as if had i not been afraid of pain, what transpired would’ve never happened, you see im a gentle loving soul who is simply afraid of intimacy make that what it makes me,

i think we would’ve been together still, funny enough i care so deeply for this girl, not a sense of love either, i do not love nor do i miss her, i simply think of it as a life lesson

i saw her without makeup once and decided to break up with her for some reason, i dont know i was uglier back then, i told her “i fucking hate you leave me alone” one day randomly, i hung up after

i vividly remember how her voice trembled and creaked after, this was 4 years ago so i remember not what she said only the stark change in tone, trembling it reminded me of a bridge facing a heavy gust of wind

so i hung up, she called me 2 times afterwards, i didnt answer, so i went on with my life, i met prettier girls sure

did any of them treat me as well? No

so here i am on the toilet thinking about my tribulations and my hardships, the struggle a loving soul must endure for that of which he believes,

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a soul must suffer for that of which he desires for if he not suffer, his desire is not truly his but of one seeded ideals and moral, he is but a golem of flesh, r***d of his destiny and true self

 

[Chudlite]

i cba to re edit in the pictures you get the gist of it, a whiff of my sensitive profound soul

 

[lifeless]

P

 

[Œdipe]

i think i will never fall in love

 

[Chudlite]

i think i will never fall in love

why not

 

[Œdipe]

why not

foids have incredibly high standards lol

 

[Chudlite]

foids have incredibly high standards lol

i had sex for my first time when i was fat 5’5 and ltn facially

take the jbpill bro, foids only have high standards because of social media and dating apps

get them before the jews corrupt them

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

If your paths crossed again and she was willing to be with you again, would u want her back?

 

[Chudlite]

If your paths crossed again and she was willing to be with you again, would u want her back?

maybe, my girlfriend right now is extremely similar to her, hence why i cherish my current girlfriend so much

 

[Deleted Member 61353]

No such thing as the soul you just have shit neurotransmitters

 

[Currycelloser]

maybe, my girlfriend right now is extremely similar to her, hence why i cherish my current girlfriend so much

You have a gf and still rotting here? Log off

 

[Chudlite]

You have a gf and still rotting here? Log off

having a girlfriend isn’t hard imo

one can still be truecel and have a girlfriend,

the only thing i would consider ascending is having a harem

 

[Chudlite]

No such thing as the soul you just have shit neurotransmitters

cope for the CHVD atheist

your iq isn’t high or low enough to be religious

you see you’ve fallen into the average trap, the one atheists and liberals alike fall into

 

[Deleted Member 61353]

your iq isn’t high or low enough to be religious

This sentence speaks for itself

 

[Chudlite]

This sentence speaks for itself

how so