I cant show my actual emotions around anyone

[evilkunt]

especially my family.I just cant show emotions around them and dont like them.If i had a girl or if i had a marriage or something big them being there would make me uncomfortable

 

[MyDreamisToBe183CM]

especially my family.I just cant show emotions around them and dont like them.If i had a girl or if i had a marriage or something big them being there would make me uncomfortable

dnr

 

[evilkunt]

dnr

 

[shredded4summer]

yeah im not close to my family

 

[Ineedlooksmaxxing]

especially my family.I just cant show emotions around them and dont like them.If i had a girl or if i had a marriage or something big them being there would make me uncomfortable

Bud this can signal a chemical imbalance or consistent rumination causing a grasping by the balls and causing a constricted affect. Do u give your family a chance to support your emotions or are u stingy when the time comes?

Besides the question i asked i think subconsciously u want to show your emotions. What u are sharing here sounds like judgement on yourself of sorts, like u wanna share this to someone because it's eating you up, or maybe I'm jumping to conclusions. u should talk to your family about it; thinking about this isn't good at all. these people care for you even if u think otherwise, so don't be selfish word how u feel and explain what's bothering you.

This paragraph i wrote is blunt, but made for your reflection. Maybe it's not deep, but your family is a important part of your mental health, because at the end of the day you don't got no one else when your inside your house and the worlds ending.

 

[evilkunt]

Bud this can signal a chemical imbalance or consistent rumination causing a grasping by the balls and causing a constricted affect. Do u give your family a chance to support your emotions or are u stingy when the time comes?

Besides the question i asked i think subconsciously u want to show your emotions. What u are sharing here sounds like judgement on yourself of sorts, like u wanna share this to someone because it's eating you up, or maybe I'm jumping to conclusions. u should talk to your family about it; thinking about this isn't good at all. these people care for you even if u think otherwise, so don't be selfish word how u feel and explain what's bothering you.

This paragraph i wrote is blunt, but made for your reflection. Maybe it's not deep, but your family is a important part of your mental health, because at the end of the day you don't got no one else when your inside your house and the worlds ending.

My past is bad with them and others.Bad past really bad one.Sadly im eaither black or white kinda person once something happens i wont forget or forgive i like suffering it differs me from others i understand so much now i know i will never forgive them i know i will never be truly comfortable around others but i found a way to mimic that atleast.The great epochs of our life come when we gain the courage to rechristen our evil as what is best in us.

 

[Ineedlooksmaxxing]

My past is bad with them and others.Bad past really bad one.Sadly im eaither black or white kinda person once something happens i wont forget or forgive i like suffering it differs me from others i understand so much now i know i will never forgive them i know i will never be truly comfortable around others but i found a way to mimic that atleast.The great epochs of our life come when we gain the courage to rechristen our evil as what is best in us.

You point out black and white thinking, i don't know your age and i'm not asking for your privacy sake, but what u are saying could possibly be a projected personality disorder, i'm not gonna say which since black and white thinking isn't a telltale sign. But the rest could evaluate to something like that, some type of exposure therapy sounds good for you man and u should really think about it.

But anyway.

The way u explain it, it seems u are almost certain that judging your decision on your capability to function well with adjusting to the trust with your family is a no go. I'm sorry for your bad past though man being hurt in anyway, verbally or physically leaves a mark and will always leave a scar. But trying out new things to alleviate that compressing felling on your wound will benefit for change. Trial and error man i suggest it, it's easier said than done but it takes a lot of trial and error to mimic people, and that right there shows there is something in you that can enable and destroy a harsh sense of evaluation when it comes to tough situations. And u may be asking what kinda trial and error? the uncomfortable feeling's of course, feeling ok in those moments, understanding that those moments u do feel this tension and unfortunate uncomfortableness. To find a way to sit with it and understand it won't change but get better with practice. inches at a time push yourself to be at peace with the uncomfortableness of your tormenting feelings.

i suggest looking at this link i will present, it will help u better understand what i mean

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contextualscience.org

 

[evilkunt]

You point out black and white thinking, i don't know your age and i'm not asking for your privacy sake, but what u are saying could possibly be a projected personality disorder, i'm not gonna say which since black and white thinking isn't a telltale sign. But the rest could evaluate to something like that, some type of exposure therapy sounds good for you man and u should really think about it.

But anyway.

The way u explain it, it seems u are almost certain that judging your decision on your capability to function well with adjusting to the trust with your family is a no go. I'm sorry for your bad past though man being hurt in anyway, verbally or physically leaves a mark and will always leave a scar. But trying out new things to alleviate that compressing felling on your wound will benefit for change. Trial and error man i suggest it, it's easier said than done but it takes a lot of trial and error to mimic people, and that right there shows there is something in you that can enable and destroy a harsh sense of evaluation when it comes to tough situations. And u may be asking what kinda trial and error? the uncomfortable feeling's of course, feeling ok in those moments, understanding that those moments u do feel this tension and unfortunate uncomfortableness. To find a way to sit with it and understand it won't change but get better with practice. inches at a time push yourself to be at peace with the uncomfortableness of your tormenting feelings.

i suggest looking at this link i will present, it will help u better understand what i mean

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contextualscience.org

You are correct.You gotta be a fed tho

 

[Ineedlooksmaxxing]

You are correct.You gotta be a fed tho

Nah bro, your story just came to me as sincere and honest, I only wanted to help maybe reflect your emotions to you better thru a mirror of words. I think u will do well since u explained yourself well, takes a high EQ to understand the mimicking of others entwined with social reclusion.

Hope all goes well and i hope i helped u in some type of way, shape, or form.

 

[shredded4summer]

Nah bro, your story just came to me as sincere and honest, I only wanted to help maybe reflect your emotions to you better thru a mirror of words. I think u will do well since u explained yourself well, takes a high EQ to understand the mimicking of others entwined with social reclusion.

Hope all goes well and i hope i helped u in some type of way, shape, or form.

help me too n***a i need one of these lectures

 

[evilkunt]

Nah bro, your story just came to me as sincere and honest, I only wanted to help maybe reflect your emotions to you better thru a mirror of words. I think u will do well since u explained yourself well, takes a high EQ to understand the mimicking of others entwined with social reclusion.

Hope all goes well and i hope i helped u in some type of way, shape, or form.

appreciate it