ever since i started starving my life turned to shit , its too late i already signed for marpe my life is a fucking hell everyone thinks im
mentally ill and ive been having hallucinations and sleeping like shit i feel like i will doe. 2 car crashes. I cant do ts anymore this is brutal i cut 110 lbs just to be 20 pervent bodyfat , this had not benefit my life. Its fucking done , some girls still talk to me and call me handsome but its a small niche , its done bro its fucking done , i used ti have a big ass frame now i am just a wide skeleton with a belly pouch u dont understand how bad this is in my head pls hug me.
mentally ill and ive been having hallucinations and sleeping like shit i feel like i will doe. 2 car crashes. I cant do ts anymore this is brutal i cut 110 lbs just to be 20 pervent bodyfat , this had not benefit my life. Its fucking done , some girls still talk to me and call me handsome but its a small niche , its done bro its fucking done , i used ti have a big ass frame now i am just a wide skeleton with a belly pouch u dont understand how bad this is in my head pls hug me.
