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i feel like all my emotions are so much quieter than they used to be. like when i’m happy i crack a little smirk or chuckle but ive not really felt happiness in a while, idk maybe all the substance abuse fried my brain for good or something but for a while now i just can’t feel. i don’t even feel sad tbh just kinda empty, i only have interest in ascending as the feeling of superiority to others does bring me genuine joy. that and the drugs ig
Maybe I could be more resourceful to my loved ones if I were numb and could churn to the machine.