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I don't know what to do. The only reason I'm making a spreadsheet and formula in the first place is because I need a goal. If I don't have one, I can barley function.
I don't know what else I can do after I finish. After I've done everything, done my only goal. What then? Travel more? Go to college? I don't know what I want from life. I almost took weed for a dopamine boost. I'm bored, but in a way it makes no sense. I'm replaying batman Arkham Knight for the 20th time. It gets boring. I've watched all of my shows on my show list.
There's no goal I can achieve. Nothing I liked I have not researched. No games I can play. I don't even wanna hang out with my friends. I got good grades, I can go to a good college. But, I don't want. It feels like I'm a slave, trapped in a cage.
And what is even the point? Whatever, I do I'll take my families business. I'm working towards nothing. A hole, with nothing in it, hoping I can get something from it.
I don't know what else I can do after I finish. After I've done everything, done my only goal. What then? Travel more? Go to college? I don't know what I want from life. I almost took weed for a dopamine boost. I'm bored, but in a way it makes no sense. I'm replaying batman Arkham Knight for the 20th time. It gets boring. I've watched all of my shows on my show list.
There's no goal I can achieve. Nothing I liked I have not researched. No games I can play. I don't even wanna hang out with my friends. I got good grades, I can go to a good college. But, I don't want. It feels like I'm a slave, trapped in a cage.
And what is even the point? Whatever, I do I'll take my families business. I'm working towards nothing. A hole, with nothing in it, hoping I can get something from it.
