like after all the shit that ive been through in my child hood and i keep comparing myself with ppl and honestly i think theyre js faking everything srsly how can u have a trauma trigger from seeing blood idk if its js me there's this one time i nearly killed my best friend with aa rock (i think i made him retarded) he's face got covered in blood and instead of panicking i js went straight to my house and hid waiting until everything was okay