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I actually don't know what to continue with education, like I don't know what job to have. I don't have anything in mind that I genuinely want to do. I'm still in school, and my grades are bad. I said to myself that this year I will do better, but it's the same shit like always. I have no desire in life, and I don't know what kind of person I'm going to turn out to be in the future. All I do is go to the gym and sit on my phone listening to music or scrolling on TikTok. I could try to make a YouTube channel and post gym content, but I'm too shy to be in front of a camera, and I'm usually quiet unless I feel comfortable with someone, then I can yap a lot, but I don't think I'm the right person for this. I used to work in a small restaurant back in the kitchen when I was 15, but I was working 7 am till 4 pm, and some people came to work at 4 pm till 12 am, and that shit is fuckin miserable. I do not want to live my life like that. I don't know what I want to be in life, nor what I can be.