Deleted Member 88936
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My intrusive thoughts are so severe i feel like i am on the verge of psychosis or a mental break. Everything I do to try to distract myself leads back to these thoughts and fears. I hate it so fucking much I wish I could die.
I can't ignore the thoughts, they are too prominent and loud. They made me feel like shit.
It makes me feel all kinds of physical symptoms. My heart rate goes through the roof. I empty my gastric contents daily because of them. I get a headache almost every time I get a disturbing thought.
This is torture. No amount of SSRIs, antipsychotics, benzos, etc. could fix this. There is no escape. It is too painful to continue going on.
I can't ignore the thoughts, they are too prominent and loud. They made me feel like shit.
It makes me feel all kinds of physical symptoms. My heart rate goes through the roof. I empty my gastric contents daily because of them. I get a headache almost every time I get a disturbing thought.
This is torture. No amount of SSRIs, antipsychotics, benzos, etc. could fix this. There is no escape. It is too painful to continue going on.
