i feel so pathetic

[katacomb]

anytime i meet someone new and they show me a bit of like fondess i feel so like amazing and i look forward to talking more to them like i get so attached to the thought of talking to them again becaus i think i made a new friend but the next time i see them they ignore me and my version of them breaks and i dont want to talk to anyone anymore. like i genuinely replay ilke every positive interaction i get thinking they want to talk more and stuff but i think they just felt bad for me and wanted to boost my day a little. its not even romantically its literally just platonically i cant even make friends normally bro

i dont know if this makes sense and this prolly sounds corny but whatever im going to sleep.

 

[Randomized]

That's how I felt a lot as a kid but I'll be honest, the reality of it was I was a bad friend. I'm not aware of your situation but if something consistently keeps happening to you then self reflection might be helpful.

 

[katacomb]

That's how I felt a lot as a kid but I'll be honest, the reality of it was I was a bad friend. I'm not aware of your situation but if something consistently keeps happening to you then self reflection might be helpful.

i think im just really bad at socializing and people think im being purposefully rude to them