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Soemtimes I feel like im not good enough, I feel like im in a never ending loop i just cant get out of. I feel like I keep doing the same shit over and over again, I feel like I have to fight this battle all on my own, like Im 80 years late to a battle that is already long lost. I feel like time and youth is running thru my hands like sand while I desperatly try but still do nothing. I feel like I try to fight and try to lead a charge into war, but im the last man on the battlefield.
Anybody feel like this too sometimes?
I fear that ill never experience the things I want to experience, even though I am the most adventurous and spontaneous person i know.
I feat that ill never reach that point in where I truly look good.
I fear that im always gonna be mediocre to other people.
Im worried that im never gonna reach that high standard that I have for myself.
Im not an incel nor do I have problems talking to Women or People in general but i still feel lonely because id rather be alone sometimes than have the wrong people in my life.
I dont cry anymore, but I wish that more boys and more adult men and women cry. You dont own it to anyone to be "strong" and to keep your feelings inside.
I dont want to assimilate into the sick world we have today, I want to be an outlier.
I dont want to be damaged, I want too be free.
But I keep going anyway...
Ill stand backup, but sometimes it feels good to sulk in your own feelings for a little while.
Thx for reading
Its never over...
Ps
for @LaWi )
Maybe the common denominator in the girls that I liked werent that they where crazy, but rather that they reject the "norms" I so appose
?
Im also sorry for saying it so insensitive in my other thread and upsetting you.
I kinda thought about that in the last couple of days...
Anybody feel like this too sometimes?
I fear that ill never experience the things I want to experience, even though I am the most adventurous and spontaneous person i know.
I feat that ill never reach that point in where I truly look good.
I fear that im always gonna be mediocre to other people.
Im worried that im never gonna reach that high standard that I have for myself.
Im not an incel nor do I have problems talking to Women or People in general but i still feel lonely because id rather be alone sometimes than have the wrong people in my life.
I dont cry anymore, but I wish that more boys and more adult men and women cry. You dont own it to anyone to be "strong" and to keep your feelings inside.
I dont want to assimilate into the sick world we have today, I want to be an outlier.
I dont want to be damaged, I want too be free.
But I keep going anyway...
Ill stand backup, but sometimes it feels good to sulk in your own feelings for a little while.
Thx for reading
Its never over...
Ps
for @LaWi )Maybe the common denominator in the girls that I liked werent that they where crazy, but rather that they reject the "norms" I so appose
?Im also sorry for saying it so insensitive in my other thread and upsetting you.
I kinda thought about that in the last couple of days...
