I got my heart broken today. I want to kill myself, this is the worst day in my life

[Ilya.]

15 years I've known her. Ever since kindergarten we've always been together. About 2 years ago I fell in love with her but I was to scared to talk to her.
Today I saw her kiss someone from her class, I assume they started going out during the summer break.
I ran home after seeing that. Second day of school and I have an absence without excuse, I might be cooked but idgaf.
I've cried and I feel sick. Please end this suffering.
He isn't even good looking, all he has is height and I'm still taller. I probably would have had a chance if I asked her out.
Guess who's starting to inject Test today

 

[Nbernical]

forgot the pic bro

So today i came into school crying because im a hltn with a good maxilla but a big of uneven jawline and I look pretty mid but a Chad came into my class and smashed my face in with a hammer and turned me into a True Adam and I got sloppy from every stacy within a 1000km radius + every foid drooled over me in a 100000000km radius but then all of a sudden a sub3 makeupcel teacher decided to nerf me with a hammer but that made me look better so everyone practically died over how good I look and yeah