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(Inb4 "it was a whore n***a doesn't count") sure, whatever, not untrue, but it served its purpose
Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing
I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted
After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home
I wasn't even thinking about it,
It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit
I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,
However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore
It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, n*****s will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun
Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex
It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.
I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive
Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals
Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward
I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else
Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly.
Long thread but some of my best work read the whole thing
I feel utterly drained, tired, dopamine addicted
After fucking that escort, I got wingstop, and candy on the way home
I wasn't even thinking about it,
It corrodes my willpower, the strength of my soul, I haven't gone out of my way to purchase goy on my own for months and months, only when my parents ask my what I want when they pickup indian or Thai or some shit
I feel drained, I feel bad, physically,
However, I'm not k, h, h, or v anymore
It was just a wet hole. With a real girl it'd be better, sure, n*****s will say that's why i didn't enjoy it, but I'd prefer to think it's just sex, not divine, no sparks flying, I thrusted and came (with a condom) inside this chick and it was just a few minutes of fun
Its not my purpose, its not yours either, take it from me, sex is just sex
It sounds so important simply because you've been told it is.
I get it now, I know what I've been missing, and it's not some crazy part of life, it's not the purpose of being alive
Biologically, it is. But we are sentient, not animals
Slaying is not what I care about anymore, this will be and has been good for me, a useful endeavor that will push me forward
I will be lifemaxxing, looksmaxxing, and dopamine maxxing for myself, and nothing else
Nofap will never be easier than it is now, truly.
