I had to pretend to be NT today and it hurt

[The cat from The Matrix]

I was waiting for the bus and 3 fucking random old ppl wanted to ask me when the bus was coming and talk abt life shit

I could feel myself trying to enunciate every syllable perfectly like a robot I probably seemed more autistic. So many fake laughs each one was a stab to my heart

Then another old fart that I think was @ey88 from another universe started talking abt how good the 70s were and shit at another bus stop

When I got home I proceeded to let out all my special ed tendencies, so exhausting. It's so fucking stressful talking to strangers. It's like they know im not normal. I see the way cashiers look at my all pitifully and with zero patience

 

[Whitepill]

Tldr

 

[ey88]

bro im fucking 18 im not that old

 

[Gabito]

just wear big autstic headphone like dese, theyll lieave u alone bud

 

[BimaxLaser]

bro im fucking 18 im not that old

Your life is over n***a just rope atp

 

[ey88]

Your life is over n***a just rope atp

okay you convinced me

 

[Whitepill]

okay you convinced me

Bro trust Huntergirl will let you smash if you don’t rope hang in there brah Zyzz n shi

 

[RhodoniteRed]

People on public transportation are always so fucking annoying

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

bro im fucking 18 im not that old

Bro it was so you I was like gonna ask r u on .com???

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

just wear big autstic headphone like dese, theyll lieave u alone bud

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FUCK na u want my aura to be in negatives???????

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

Your life is over n***a just rope atp

Hey be nice to my brozza

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

People on public transportation are always so fucking annoying

Its usually alright but today every senior in town wanted to talk to me

 

[RhodoniteRed]

Its usually alright but today every senior in town wanted to talk to me

Hell on Earth

 

[slopslinger]

I hope the bus was ok, did you have any trouble fitting through the doors?

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

I hope the bus was ok, did you have any trouble fitting through the doors?

Dude ... the seniors had to help push me in it was kinda embarrassing

 

[ragnarok787]

I love when this happens. Love random old people telling me their stories and advices

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

I love when this happens. Love random old people telling me their stories and advices

It honestly was pretty chill but I felt so dumb lmao

 

[ragnarok787]

It honestly was pretty chill but I felt so dumb lmao

Are u autistic or like socially anxious

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

Are u autistic or like socially anxious

Both

 

[BimaxLaser]

Im friends with an old fart at work hes chill asf lowk I wish I was more versed in conversations

 

[AllureBloom]

I was waiting for the bus and 3 fucking random old ppl wanted to ask me when the bus was coming and talk abt life shit

I could feel myself trying to enunciate every syllable perfectly like a robot I probably seemed more autistic. So many fake laughs each one was a stab to my heart

Then another old fart that I think was @ey88 from another universe started talking abt how good the 70s were and shit at another bus stop

When I got home I proceeded to let out all my special ed tendencies, so exhausting. It's so fucking stressful talking to strangers. It's like they know im not normal. I see the way cashiers look at my all pitifully and with zero patience

Ur day has me stressed girl
I love my old neighbor, she a cutie. She has lots of cats (mine is also from her) and I’m always allowed to come over and pet them. In the summer time I help her around the garden and afterwards we sit by her pool and chitchat, I wanna be like her when I’m old frfr

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

Ur day has me stressed girl
I love my old neighbor, she a cutie. She has lots of cats (mine is also from her) and I’m always allowed to come over and pet them. In the summer time I help her around the garden and afterwards we sit by her pool and chitchat, I wanna be like her when I’m old frfr

Bro ur neighbor sounds like mine wtf. Mine takes in a bunch of these cats from the area and takes care of em and I got my first cat from him !

 

[Decay]

I’m extremely good at masking when i need to. Sounds like you have anxiety.

 

[involuntary celibate]

okay you convinced me

You must consume more alcohol and get your revenge before such a drastic measure.

 

[involuntary celibate]

Relatable.

 

[involuntary celibate]

Ur day has me stressed girl
I love my old neighbor, she a cutie. She has lots of cats (mine is also from her) and I’m always allowed to come over and pet them. In the summer time I help her around the garden and afterwards we sit by her pool and chitchat, I wanna be like her when I’m old frfr

I like pets. They're peaceful things and blissfully ignorant. I wish I had a cat or a dog.

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

I’m extremely good at masking when i need to. Sounds like you have anxiety.

I mean I'm not the worst at it. I can do it for job interviews or meeting new people who i need to respect and shit. But im definitely not the best cuz when I was little I didn't gaf abt that stuff. And I'm diagnosed with Cuck disorder number 1 (GAD) and cuck disorder number 2 (social anxiety) frickkkkk

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

Relatable.

Thank god

 

[Darkeningstar]

I probably would have left

 

[Decay]

I mean I'm not the worst at it. I can do it for job interviews or meeting new people who i need to respect and shit. But im definitely not the best cuz when I was little I didn't gaf abt that stuff. And I'm diagnosed with Cuck disorder number 1 (GAD) and cuck disorder number 2 (social anxiety) frickkkkk

Ignore the anxiety then.

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

Ignore the anxiety then.

It has been all consuming all my life i feel like a chihuahua that shakes and pees all the time

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

I probably would have left

Bro i needed the bus

 

[Darkeningstar]

Bro i needed the bus

I would have ignored them anyway, gone elsewhere.
Fortunately, people don't approach me for these things

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

I would have ignored them anyway, gone elsewhere.

Would u ignore stacy ?

 

[Darkeningstar]

Would u ignore stacy ?

No

 

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[Decay]

It has been all consuming all my life i feel like a chihuahua that shakes and pees all the time

I don’t know i don’t really feel anxiety but i do have the thoughts, they just don’t influence how i act.

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

No

Holy halo

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

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U couldn't survive a day in my sick and twisted mind @BimaxLaser those who know

 

[involuntary celibate]

No

Would you ignore me?

 

[AllureBloom]

I like pets. They're peaceful things and blissfully ignorant. I wish I had a cat or a dog.

Are you more of a cat person or dog person?

 

[Darkeningstar]

Would you ignore me?

If you were asking questions, I probably would

 

[Darkeningstar]

Holy halo

Sometimes I'm not very nice

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

Sometimes I'm not very nice

I prefer someone who admits it compared to someone who would rather pretend they rlly are

 

[Deleted Member 60079]

U couldn't survive a day in my sick and twisted mind @BimaxLaser those who know

 

[Darkeningstar]

I prefer someone who admits it compared to someone who would rather pretend they rlly are

I'm a loyal friend though
As I have already said. Not very social, not anti-social

 

[involuntary celibate]

Are you more of a cat person or dog person?

Nice question. It has been a while someone asked me such an innocent question. I have varied in answer as my age similarly varied.

However, I now think cats have a cuter look to them, but I do enjoy dogs more. Overall very friendly and loyal animals. Man's true best friend. Maybe if I had a dog, I'd not feel so socially abject. This world is cruel.

 

[involuntary celibate]

If you were asking questions, I probably would

Not funny user.

 

[The cat from The Matrix]

I'm a loyal friend though
As I have already said. Not very social, not anti-social

Loyalty when it counts is admirable