i hate being ill

[prettyandsad]

im sick to a point i cant live a normal live. since classes started i have spent more time in the hospital than at school, i don’t even have time to study, and if i fail i wont be able to get into the university i want. i take 12 pills a day, and they do nothing. I cant take a shower without almost passing out. all this and im also mentally ill

i know venting here is cringe, sorry

 

[Echo_]

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[prettyandsad]

I understand. I'm going broke, under the thread of being expelled cause of events I had no control over, completely isolated I pushed everyone I know to the point of giving up on me irl because of MDD, there’s nowhere lower to go and on top of all that my insomnia is getting worse I can barely function, and the headaches are making me loose it, But saying it out loud doesn’t change anything That’s why I hate complaining too, when you're done talking you're still stuck alone, at best you are getting looked at with pity like some poor bug or getting those things used against you later

i get you perfectly, i hate being seen as vulnerable but i think thats what i am now, hope you get better tho

 

[Echo_]

i get you perfectly, i hate being seen as vulnerable but i think thats what i am now, hope you get better tho

Sorry for making it about me, you’re definitely having a rough time you don’t need any more negativity and thanks hope you get better as well

 

[prettyandsad]

Sorry for making it about me, you’re definitely having a rough time you don’t need any more negativity and thanks hope you get better as well

dont worry about it sometimes its also good to see that someone understands you