I'm tired of being fucking cucked all the time. Everytime I have had a oneitis its usually when I come out of my shell and I finally start feeling confident for once. Then, I end up doing something or I don't know then they get completely disinterested and go for another guy. I fucking hate it so much why can't they justt give me a chance to even speak with them, why don't they ssk me for my number instead they go suck some other dude's fucking dick and slut around.