Experience I have been dealt the worst cards but still try my best despite being unhappy

[Preston_Real]

I have probably been dealt the worst cards on the forum but I still try my best everyday. I never complain about my situation and circumstances and just try to be better everyday.

My roomate on the other hand is an utter subhuman. He has no hobbies, no friends but is easily thr happiest guy I know. He is free of any kind of stress or worries. I always see him smiling and being happy in his own world. While I'm here depriving myself of food for days to debloat this n***a spends his entire evening munching down on snacks. He spends all his free time playing video games and watching anime. He doesn't care about his studies or his career. He just puts the bare minimum effort to pass all the tests and I'm on the other hand popping pills and doing multiple all nighters to do well. I'm 24/7 stressed. Always thinking about what to do, how I could be better, what I could do about my social anxiety, researching surgeries , building social circle and rotting in thr gym. I do all this yet every day when I lay down on my bed to sleep I am filled with regret for the things I could have done more to make my day even more productive. I keep contemplating these thoughts for atleast an hour while this n***a is already asleep.

Low sentience is truly a blessing.

 

[Preston_Real]

@Whitepill @Clone @Flame_Falcon @choripan @James Othy

 

[Preston_Real]

@N30N @damiankater

 

[damiankater]

It's not a blessing, it's better to have your mindset then his cause one day you'll be and indian chad with a stacy gf and a shipload of assets while he will be subhuman alone and broke

 

[PakiChud]

Your roommate isn't low sentience. He is an enlightened Yogi who has escaped samsara and attained Moksha.

 

[Preston_Real]

@fable tagging for reps

 

[TonyTheLooksmaxxDR]

You'll seek bebefits long term, but at some point the stress need to be managed, cortisol isn't a good thing

 

[Preston_Real]

Bump @sigma @n9wiff

 

[sigma]

do what you want

if thats what your roomate likes to do, then i wont judge, because he is doing well

if you dont want to do all of these looksmaxxing things, you dont have to do
look at your long term goals, evaluate them, is this what you want?

and if the answer is yes, do not compare yourself with others

 

[Yakub_RhinoplastService]

You appear angered, your mindset is your weakness. Have you tried reading:

The Sacred Honor and Duty: Black American Citizens Owe the Ethiopian Race (Classic Reprint)​

 

[Preston_Real]

I'm not asking for your sympathy @choripan

 

[Whitepill]

I'm not asking for your sympathy @choripan

He always does that crap

 

[choripan]

I'm not asking for your sympathy @choripan

I understand your pain

 

[Preston_Real]

I understand your pain

Cope