i have had incestuous dreams

[menaquinone]

i don't know... sometimes i might dream that i'm fucking my sister -- of whom i loathe deeply -- and end up with a sense of victory outside of the usual post-oneiric chemosensing, like for instance when i was a child and i would concern myself with the typical oedipal fashion of having sex with your mother... but that's just juvenilia, it doesn't border anything incestuous, especially when you're forced to abrogate all related sense data in the name of some moral ambiguity (lol, even)

it's no better that she is the inverse of me, just from a moral perspective. she champions equality but falls flat on her heels when expanding her vocabulary outside of the most readily available terms. and no, i don't care for the pilfered pseudoconcepts given voice by the Lacanians of the world. there is no 'subconscious' or whatever weak contraction you can name... your estimation is only quasi-empirical, fraud... "qualia" or whatnot is... important...? maybe, but i doubt whether anything you say is replicable, but each to their own...