I have nothing to look forward to in life anymore

[ratedLTN2]

atleast in the past i had the illusion of my oneitis being my friend (cuz she went up to me and said she thought of me as her friend). I always looked forward to seeing her in work for this reason. She also flirted with me in the past so it felt like we had potential. Now I have nothing. Because she's ghosting me and my message.

nothing.

 

[ratedLTN2]

if you're getting sick of my sadness dont feel the need to reply

 

[Clone]

atleast in the past i had the illusion of my oneitis being my friend (cuz she went up to me and said she thought of me as her friend). I always looked forward to seeing her in work for this reason. She also flirted with me in the past so it felt like we had potential. Now I have nothing. Because she's ghosting me and my message.

nothing.

You do mma?

 

[ratedLTN2]

You do mma?

nah I should start it?

 

[Nihilus]

nah I should start it?

Buy a gun and start

 

[Nihilus]

Should I enlighten you ?

 

[ratedLTN2]

Should I enlighten you ?

yes please

 

[Nihilus]

yes please

You're doing it to yourself aren't you? Why do you yearn for more? Why do you persist in the midst of your r**e, of your exploitation, why do you struggle to continue as you starve and thirst. Why do you grasp at accomplishment?
You're doing it to yourself. Suicide is the solution to all of your problems. Death is the solution to all the ills and torments of life. No good deed goes unpunished- the reward for success is another battle. The reward for sating hunger, is the experience of hunger on another day. You're doing it yourself. One jump and it's all over, one bullet to the skull, and it's finished. One bout of drowning, and you're through, one bout of starvation one bout of thirst. The universe isn't punishing you, you are the one punishing yourself. It has shown you its hand, it makes no lofty promises. It shows you its malice and cruelty, its depravity, bare faced and with no obfuscation. But you say maybe desert is around the corner. You take the whip, and say give it to me daddy. Beat me, abuse me, make me your slut, your whore. Spit on me for 99 days, then show me your love for a mere 24 hours. I want it. I will endure it.
All the malice and torture in this world, we endure as a choice. Kill your fucking self. Kill yourself and end it all. But you're afraid to die, but you want that status, that orgasm. When you refuse to kill yourself, and take this punishment over and over again, you do it to yourself, and it's exactly what you deserve, you depraved masochistic whiny pathetic creature.

 

[ratedLTN2]

You're doing it to yourself aren't you? Why do you yearn for more? Why do you persist in the midst of your r**e, of your exploitation, why do you struggle to continue as you starve and thirst. Why do you grasp at accomplishment?
You're doing it to yourself. Suicide is the solution to all of your problems. Death is the solution to all the ills and torments of life. No good deed goes unpunished- the reward for success is another battle. The reward for sating hunger, is the experience of hunger on another day. You're doing it yourself. One jump and it's all over, one bullet to the skull, and it's finished. One bout of drowning, and you're through, one bout of starvation one bout of thirst. The universe isn't punishing you, you are the one punishing yourself. It has shown you its hand, it makes no lofty promises. It shows you its malice and cruelty, its depravity, bare faced and with no obfuscation. But you say maybe desert is around the corner. You take the whip, and say give it to me daddy. Beat me, abuse me, make me your slut, your whore. Spit on me for 99 days, then show me your love for a mere 24 hours. I want it. I will endure it.
All the malice and torture in this world, we endure as a choice. Kill your fucking self. Kill yourself and end it all. But you're afraid to die, but you want that status, that orgasm. When you refuse to kill yourself, and take this punishment over and over again, you do it to yourself, and it's exactly what you deserve, you depraved masochistic whiny pathetic creature.

thank you

 

[TonyDr]

atleast in the past i had the illusion of my oneitis being my friend (cuz she went up to me and said she thought of me as her friend). I always looked forward to seeing her in work for this reason. She also flirted with me in the past so it felt like we had potential. Now I have nothing. Because she's ghosting me and my message.

nothing.

Her loss tbh, if a woman fail to see your potential you just obligated to move on and forget her nor stop falls back when she flirt again, because she can manipulate you so you stick around

You don't any hobbies ?

 

[ratedLTN2]

Her loss tbh, if a woman fail to see your potential you just obligated to move on and forget her nor stop falls back when she flirt again, because she can manipulate you so you stick around

You don't any hobbies ?

gaming. going out to the club. It's funny cuz she's literally my boss at work. Wonder how the awkwardness is gonna work out for her.

 

[Clone]

nah I should start it?

Yes 100%

 

[TonyDr]

gaming. going out to the club. It's funny cuz she's literally my boss at work. Wonder how the awkwardness is gonna work out for her.

Try to do other hobbies & socialize with people