i have spent my weekends/week days alone in my bedroom

[awkwardsubhuman]

for most of my life.

I am a social reclose and a mid twenties virgin with few friends and I feel too emotionally and socially underdeveloped to improve.

However, I can also logically deduce that it isn't completely over and that I could try to compensate by joining University clubs and attempting to socialize. Even then it would be a pyric victory as I would have succeeded at the loss of my youth, vitality and positivity.

 

[NumbThePain]

Same